Thursday, June 5, 2014

Enough.

How I wish I could find a way to share with you what the past nine weeks have been like. 

For once words fail me, because one of my greatest gifts - the gift of story - is also one of my greatest liabilities.

I love a happy ending; a hopeful garnish to ease the sting of pain.  

There is no room in my life for decorative flair these days. I am on a journey inside, to the unvarnished truth.  I am traveling through time and space, to the very core of me.   It is both a wondrous and terrifying experience.  I cannot afford to dodge unpleasantness or pain.  This is not to say I do not have hope or happiness; I have plenty of both. 

But I have learned that my preference for a neat, tidy, happy ending has allowed me to avoid uncomfortable truths about myself. 

I read my own words about the difficulties of the past three years, and I see a lot of grace, hope and gratitude.  I see myself weather the loss of my Dad, battle cancer, wrestle with depression, anxiety, and struggle with relapse.

The words I have written in this space are all true. I am skilled at finding grace in the darkness. 

It's what has not been on the page that matters now.  I wielded my words like a shield, hoping they would protect me from the increasingly shaky ground under my feet.  I didn't want to look down, at the cracks. I wanted to reach for the sky.

The thing about the sky?  It is unreachable.  What matters is what under my feet, a solid foundation. The parts that nobody sees, deep in the earth, are what holds everything else up. 

I don't know where I belong these days.

All I know is that it is impossible to go on a sacred internal journey and write about it for the world to see.  

But because I have written so publicly about recovery for so many years, I do want to share this:  I have spent the past 60 days at an all women's inpatient residential treatment center.  I completely stepped away from my life, my family, my kids, my world.   It is the hardest thing I have ever done, because I so want to be needed. I want to be the mortar that holds everything together. It is much easier to do that than to look at myself. 

Moms aren't supposed to do this, step away and focus only on ourselves.  We are hardwired, most of us, to sublimate our needs to help others.  We aren't supposed to put ourselves first - especially after the selfishness of addiction has held the whole family hostage. 

I have hurt a lot of people over the past few months.  I lost myself, and instead of asking for help, I thought I could tough my way through it on sheer force of will.  I was so, so scared, but I kept madly weaving myself a tale of strength and hope, instead of admitting that fear had me by the throat.  I would like to say I should have known better, but the irony is that all the knowledge in the world can't help against addiction.  I forgot about God. I took my will back.

When it comes to addiction, self-care is key.  In general, women struggle with this.  Women in recovery have an even greater struggle, because we wrestle with so much guilt, shame and remorse that we overcompensate and give even more of ourselves away.  At least I did.  Maybe this will sound familiar to some of you, too.

As much as I want to be with my kids, at the moment that is not fair to them, because they can't make me well.  It's an inside job.  I need to be here, among other recovering women, and I am no good to anyone, especially my kids, until I am on steadier ground.

So here I am, post treatment, sitting in a little room in a sober house on Cape Cod, living with four other recovering women.  I am taking it slowly this time, my re-entry into life.  I have lost a lot of things I used to take for granted, everything from driving to the privilege of being part of my kids' everyday lives. 

I don't know what my life will look like going forward. It's no longer up to me.  I am living moment-to-moment, praying, doing my best and letting go of the outcome.  I am sitting in lots of discomfort. I can't afford to wonder what people are thinking of me, if I am being judged or scorned.   I don't know what will happen.  All I know is that if I am sober it will all work out the way it is supposed to, and that may not be the way I would like it to.

My suburban life feels very far away at the moment.  I have spent two months living with people who are battling for their lives, and it changes my perspective on a lot of things.  I feel disconnected from the things that were so much a part of my identity: writing, blogging, advocacy, jewelry making. 

Those are things I do, but they aren't who I am.

I am a work in progress: a flawed, joyful, messy, broken, hopeful, grateful woman in recovery. 

And today, that is enough.

111 comments:

  1. Take the time. I have missed you, And you are much in my thoughts.

    Head up, shoulders back, deep breath, And onward.

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  2. "I want to be the mortar that holds everything together." True for so many of us. To a fault.

    Peace and strength to you Ellie.

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  3. It takes strength to take this time and do this work.

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  4. A comma ellie, it's a comma. It seems we are so forgiving if a disease like cancer takes us away from what we "should" be doing, and we allow ourselves what we need to do to get well. The entire community helps us do that with casseroles and gifts and kind words. But with your disease, there are no casseroles. You must make your own. And sometimes we must look at what we have, and realize we do in fact have the happy ending, it just doesn't come dressed like we thought it would. Sometimes it looks simply like a NED report at the doctor, sometimes it looks like staying up late doing laundry...the privileges of life are quite storybook in fact, at least to this chick. :-)

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  5. Praying for you and your family, Ellie. Shame is such a poisonous thing. And for every person you perceive as judging you, there are many more who find you courageous and inspiring. Just by following your gut and doing what you know you MUST do to treat your illness, you are shining a light for others who might just find their own strength to do the same, because of your example. Please don't stop writing. You have more people than you know rooting for you.

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    1. So very beautifully & well said!

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  6. The hardest thing that women, especially moms, do is take care of themselves. You are brave and strong enough to do that. Be well.

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  7. Hugs my friend. I am so proud of you.

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  8. Ellie, you deserve all the best. You are loved.

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  9. Ditto to all the comments here Ellie. You have been there for so many people - now it's time for us to be there for you. Take time to heal and what ever you decide to do after that - it will be the right thing to do : D (( Hugs))

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  10. You are the bravest woman I know and I am proud to take this journey with you. Know that you are loved down to the very core of your being. Recovery can take many paths and we each have to follow our own. So. Very. Proud of you.

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  11. Thank you for sharing your journey with us as much as you have. Your words have touched many, myself included. I can honestly say that you have helped me develop a new perspective on life and alcohol and it has changed the way I live. Thank you for that. I wish you well on the rest of your journey.

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  12. Ellie, Thank you for being so willing to share your experiences with everyone. You have no idea just how much people can learn from and look up to your example! A very dear friend of mine shared an article with me that he wrote about overcoming addictions. I know that it won't solve your problems but I hope you can find comfort and guidance through it. Thank you again for your example of humility! I am praying for you :) Here's the link: http://goo.gl/681HJ0

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  13. Hey Ellie - been hoping you would check in and let us know how you are doing. Hang in there. Lots of love.

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  14. Ellie,
    I've been a blog reader from the beginning and I've followed your story since you were up writing with DaMomma! Your story is so universal, yet personal. Your writing has a way of drawing us in. I found myself wondering about you and your family about 4 weeks ago. I am grateful for an update and will keep your blog in my feed reader hoping to hear from you soon. I'm proud of you for taking care of yourself. Light and healing to you and your family.

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  15. Brave and beautiful , just like you. Wish I could do more than send virtual hugs and love. xoxo

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  16. What you are doing is just the opposite of selfish, it is an illness that needs nurturing and caring in order to get better, you are doing what needs to be done. No sham in that.

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  17. I started my recovery journey (my second after a lengthy relapse) on April 13th. Looking at a calendar, it seems that I have been clawing my way through this at the same time you were. And what is remarkable is that while you were working on yourself, you were working on me. I listened to The Bubble Hour reruns obsessively over the past few months. You are so strong and brave and wonderful, So much so that you were able to simultaneously help yourself AND help a 30 something in NYC who found hope in your strength and voice. Thank you for everything and know that you are even more inspiring to me now than ever before. Take care of you.

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  18. I love you and I'm so happy to hear you are taking this time. xoxo

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  19. Ellie, you have been in my prayers during the time you haven't been posting. You are very brave in your journey with the baffling disease. You are an inspiration to all of us. Please keep posting.
    Your friend

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  20. Glad that you're doing what you need to do. It's good to hear your voice again.

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  22. I'm so glad to read this!! I'm a new reader but have gobbled up every on your blog & anxiously awaited to hear how you were. It's been said in all the comments prior but my gosh - I stand in awe of your honesty, your bravery, your beautiful prose, & your willingness to battle. We are all rooting for you!!!

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  23. Remember you are not just doing something for yourself, you are doing something for your family too. Getting well. You may be stepping away physically for a moment but you are also stepping towards them by bringing a healthier, happier person home to them. Makes me think of the flight safety talk - put your own oxygen mask on before your children's - you're no good to them unconscious! Wishing you all the very best. xx

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  24. I love you, Ellie. I just got out of inpatient a week & a half ago & am in outpatient now for mental illness, but I also lost 15 years of sobriety on my journey downward. I haven't been able to blog about it yet. I just wanted you to know that I relate & I love you & self-care has been the hardest thing for me. Surrendering was & is so difficult being a mom, but I wasn't going to be around much longer to be a mom at all if I didn't go.

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  25. Of course, I don't know you, but I have been thinking about you and hoping you were OK. Here's my thought: it makes me sad to see you still struggling so much. You have been involved with the 12 step model for a number of years, and it hasn't worked. It didnt work for me. Too much giving my power to other entities and people. Too much fear of relapse. For me, I had to take my will back to get sober. I took it back from alcohol. I made a decision: no more drinking. Never again. It was up to me, not God, not my family, not any recovery group. ME. I believe in God, but it's not His job to get me sober. He has bigger fish to fry in the Universe. He gave me free will, He gave me choice. I use it for staying sober.

    You are hurting, so perhaps I should not have said this. But the helplessness of the 12 step model hasn't worked so far. Maybe shift your thinking to "This is my choice. I will never drink again. I have to care enough about my life to make this decision." And it IS a decision for me. One I made four years ago, so I don't have to remake it every day, or even think about it. Which I don't. I never think aut drinking, it never tempts me. such a relief to decide!!

    I have changed my life, my friends, everything, to accommodate my decision. There are no more "shoulds" in my life. It something makes me uncomfortable, I don't do it. An ex-friend told me I should drink again, I was more fun then. Note the "ex." I've told my husband f he doesnt get help for his anger, I'll leave. Maybe I'm not the old obedient Catholic girl I used to be. Thank God. She almost killed me.

    Nothing will ever threaten my sobriety. I decided to never drink again. No discussion in my head ever, no wondering if I can do it, nothing. The door is closed. Just as I know I would never harm a child or puppy, I know I will never drink again.

    This might be what works for you, too. Peace to you, you can do this.

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  26. Ellie, You are an inspiration to me. Thank you so much for sharing your story. I have a real fear of relapse and your story is a huge reminder about how we need to stay vigilant to keep our sobriety. It is so easy to lose if we let our guard down. I have only been sober for 55 days and to see people drink after 3 years really freaks me out.

    I am so glad you are taking care of yourself. There are so many of us rooting for you, it was very nice to get your blog today in my inbox.
    xo

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  27. You are exactly where you need to be for your future. I am proud of you taking this step. I have enjoyed following you and as a fellow recovering alcoholic, your words have helped me. I wish you the best and will pray for you.
    Bob - Atlanta

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  28. Ellie - I always feel "with you" in spirit. I still do. Here's a poem that I've found helpful when traversing through some dark places. It helps me embrace all of it, rather than following my instinct to run. It's by Rilke.

    A "wide and timeless life" await you! Be brave. friend.


    I love the dark hours of my being.
    My mind deepens into them.
    There I can find, as in old letters,
    the days of my life, already lived,
    and held like a legend, and understood.
    Then the knowing comes: I can open
    to another life that's wide and timeless.
    So I am sometimes like a tree
    rustling over a gravesite
    and making real the dream
    of the one its living roots
    embrace:
    a dream once lost
    among sorrows and songs.

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  29. Thinking of you, glad to see this post, your children someday will understand more than you can ever imagine. Hugs

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  30. You have been in my thoughts and prayers for months, because even though I had no idea what was going on, I felt it important to think of you. Take care of yourself and know that even people who do not know you "in real life" are keeping you close.
    Trudy's Mom

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  31. You have helped me more the you can ever know in the past two months through your voice on The Bubble Hour. I am rooting for you and your continued recovery. Thank you for all that you have done for so many people. I am very new to all of this, but taking the time for yourself, in your bubble, and drawing on all the knowledge, experience, tools, and spirituality you have gained, sounds like the exact right thing to do at this time for yourself and your family. I will be keeping you in my thoughts, with gratitude and hope for you Ellie.

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  32. Thank you Ellie for your willingness to share and open up even as you continue to struggle. Your honesty is inspiring. I wish you the best as you rebuild your life foundation. -Alan

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  33. I am sorry to hear that things went pear shaped for you. I haven't read your blog or story, so forgive me. (I was directed here by another sober blogger). But what I can say is that I fully understand what you are talking about...that shaky ground, that loftiness reaching upward without solid footing, that ability to see light in dark, and yet there is turmoil within. I find moments (and by moments, it can be a few minutes, or even go a few days) that I am like that. I am a whirling dervish, without taking time to focus on the things that got me to my sober, healthy, recovered self. And that's when I feel things crumbling beneath me. I let things go, i let them slide. I am a slider that way, and will sometimes take the softer, easier way. And I get off kilter.

    Taken this further, I get into my old ways of thinking, my old habits, my old ego-driven take charge self. And as exactly you pointed out (and I loved) is the part of "where is God?" in this. And I have to remind myself of that sometimes...when I get bent out of shape about something (small or large or anything in between), I have to ask "who's running the show here?" And then get re-connected that way. Sometimes I have to do this countless times in a day. Ugh.

    This is tough stuff, Ellie...but you're here, and you're back and that is more than can be said about others who go back out. Some return in a body bag. We are the lucky ones, Ellie. We get to sit at our computers and talk about this and reach out (and in your case to way many more than many of us dream of) and we share and learn and laugh and cry. We get to do that, and that's because we see that the Maker is with us. We are here for a reason. Is relapse part of recovery? I don't see it that way. I feel it's part of the illness. And that thing is relentless, as you know. Cunning, baffling, powerful. But you're here, and you are thinking of your family.

    I have been there, Ellie. Detox, treatment, separated from my family while I put my life back together stone by stone. But it happens, and we get there, and you are getting lots of love out here and you'll be back in a different way, with a different light, plugged into the sunlight of the spirit.

    Thank you for this....get rest, get well :)

    Blessings,
    Paul

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  34. I would just like to add my voice to the good wishes - the bubble hour has been massive for me, such an important and helpful resource. I've listened back through all the old episodes and you and the other presenters almost feel like friends to me. All the best - wishing you much love. xxx

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  35. You are doing the hardest thing ever. Prayers for your healing and for those you love. Strength for the journey, peace in the dark, hope for the light that cannot be extinguished. Your path in this world is often treacherous--you have been chosen and called to work that asks everything of you. You are a light-bearer. May the God of your understanding bless you and keep you, and may She hold you in the palm of her hand.
    Ellen D.

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  36. Sweet beautiful YOU! I read your blog years back when I was examining my relationship with alcohol. You inspired me and helped me. I was struck by a few of your words here. Fear got you in the throat. YES! You survived throat cancer. You got that fear out this is just the few remains. My dear never ever call addiction an act of selfishness. You know it is a disease. Your cancer wasn't an act of selfishness. Be well. Know your children are loved by your courage and self care. I am holding you in prayer.

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  37. Dr.Brave help me to save my marriage today


    An amazing testimony on a spell caster who brought my wife back to me,my name is Mark Davis,i live in Maryland/USA,and I'm happily married to a lovely and caring wife,with two kids.A very big problem occurred in my family seven months ago,between me and my wife.so terrible that she took the case to court for a divorce.she said that she never wanted to stay with me again,and that she didn't love me anymore.So she packed out of my house and made me and my children passed through severe pain. I tried all my possible means to get her back,after much begging,but all to no avail.and she confirmed it that she has made her decision,and she never wanted to see me again.So on one evening,as i was coming back from work,i met an old friend of mine who asked of my wife.So i explained every thing to her,so she told me that the only way i can get my wife back,is to visit a spell caster,because it has really worked for her too.So i never believed in spell,but i had no other choice,than to follow her advice. Then she gave me the email address of the spell caster whom she visited.{bravespellcaster@gmail.com}So the next morning,i sent a mail to the address she gave to me,and the spell caster assured me that i will get my wife back the next day.What an amazing statement!! I never believed,so he spoke with me,and told me everything that i need to do. Then the next morning, So surprisingly, my wife who didn't call me for the past seven {3}months,gave me a call to inform me that she was coming back.So Amazing!! So that was how she came back that same day,with lots of love and joy,and she apologized for her mistake,and for the pain she caused me and my children. Then from that day,our relationship was now stronger than how it were before,by the help of a spell caster.So,i will advice you out there to kindly visit the same website http://bravespellcaster.yolasite.com,if you are in any condition like this,or you have any problem related to "bringing your ex back. So thanks to the bravespellcaster@gmail.com for bringing back my wife,and brought great joy to my family once again. {bravespellcaster@gmail.com} Thanks..

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  38. Ellie: Your blog and The Bubble Hour have been, literally, a lifesaver for me as I navigate early sobriety. You and I both know how common relapse is and that people do get through it and come out the other side. You are doing what you need to do and that is wonderful. So many people out here care about you and we know you are doing all that you can. Sometimes you need to be broken for a while and rehab is a good place to do that. There's so much strength and love in you -- it shines through your writing clearly -- and those things may hibernate for a while when we go through tough times but they don't go away. They are inside us always. And when you are feeling better you can go back to sharing them. In the meantime, rest and breathe. Many "virtual" hands of women you have helped are holding you up as you do. We're all in the same boat, and when you can't bail, we'll bail for you. Peaceful moments -- Sarah Jane

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  39. In Maori there is a phrase 'Kia kaha' it literally means 'be strong' but it's one of those beautiful words that actually means a range of things and is used in many different ways - as people move into battle, as the grief of a lost one is felt, as one is facing making a monumental mistake, as a relationship ends...... It's just a way of showing love and reminding a person they are still loved and there position is understood, unjudged, acknowledge. Kia kaha Ellie.

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  40. I never believed in love spells or magic until I met this spell caster once when i went to see my friend in Indian this year on a business summit. I meant a man who's name is Dr ATILA he is really powerful and could help cast spells to bring back one's gone, lost, misbehaving lover and magic money spell or spell for a good job or luck spell .I'm now happy & a living testimony cos the man i had wanted to marry left me 5 weeks before our wedding and my life was upside down cos our relationship has been on for 3years. I really loved him, but his mother was against us and he had no good paying job. So when i met this spell caster, i told him what happened and explained the situation of things to him. At first i was undecided,skeptical and doubtful, but i just gave it a try. And in 7 days when i returned to Canada, my boyfriend (now husband) called me by himself and came to me apologizing that everything had been settled with his mom and family and he got a new job interview so we should get married. I didn't believe it cos the spell caster only asked for my name and my boyfriends name and all i wanted him to do. Well we are happily married now and we are expecting our little kid, and my husband also got the new job and our lives became much better. His email is atilahealinghome@yahoo.com

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  41. xoxoxoxoxoxooxoxo

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  42. GREAT FATHER



    HOW DR.OGBONI HELP ME BRING BACK MY EX HUSBAND BACK TO ME


    hello to the every one on this forum ; am here to share my experience with dr OGBONI about what he just did for me last week , for helping to reunited with my ex lover Mavis who broke up with me after 2 years of relationship because of his families did not like our relationship . but after Dr OGBONI of ogbonispelitemple@hotmail.com has done his wonderful work for me i was so shock when i saw Mavis calls on phone asking me to come back to him that him is ready to stay with me and beg his families to love our relationship and he actually did so and with a support from DR OGBONI his parents that never wanted to see both of us promise to sponsor our wedding by December as we are planing now . so with this great work done for me by DR OGBONI i promise not to stop telling others about his good work in my life , so if any one also need his help here i will advice you contact him to via (ogbonispelitemple@hotmail.com) bye

    mary jane _ CANADA



    DR.OGBONI THE GREAT MAN OF ALL SPELL CASTER

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  43. Hello, my name is Miss faith, I'm from UK. I want to inform you all that there is a spell caster that is genuine and real. I never really believed in any of these things but when I was losing Garvin, I needed help and somewhere to turn badly. I found consultant.odia spells and i ordered a LOVE SPELL. Several days later, my phone rang. Garvin was his old self again and wanted to come back to me! Not only come back, the spell caster opened him up to how much I loved and needed him. Spell Casting isn't brainwashing, but they opened his eyes to how much we have to share together. I recommend anyone who is in my old situation to try it. It will bring you a wonderful surprises as well as your lover back to you. The way things were meant to be." you can contact the spell caster on ogbonispelitemple@hotmail.com he's very nice and great.

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  44. Hello, my name is Miss faith, I'm from UK. I want to inform you all that there is a spell caster that is genuine and real. I never really believed in any of these things but when I was losing Garvin, I needed help and somewhere to turn badly. I found consultant.odia spells and i ordered a LOVE SPELL. Several days later, my phone rang. Garvin was his old self again and wanted to come back to me! Not only come back, the spell caster opened him up to how much I loved and needed him. Spell Casting isn't brainwashing, but they opened his eyes to how much we have to share together. I recommend anyone who is in my old situation to try it. It will bring you a wonderful surprises as well as your lover back to you. The way things were meant to be." you can contact the spell caster on ogbonispelitemple@hotmail.com he's very nice and great.

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  45. THAT RESTORED MY HAPPINESS!!! BEWARE OF
    SCAMMERS HERE, I HAVE BEEN SCAMMED!!!
    I am Mrs Victoria Allison From United Kingdom, I
    don't know were to start but all thanks be to DROGOZU who helped me in getting back my man
    who belongs to me. This is my story: One month to
    my wedding, my husband started dating another
    lady, his attitude became very strange and I was very
    confused and devastated, my life turned upside
    down, I went to my friend and narrated my story to
    her but she told me that I shouldn't worry about it,
    my question was why shouldn't I be worried, she told
    me about one GREAT AND POWERFUL SPELL CASTER
    FROM AFRICA KNOWN AS DROGOZU who
    helped her out when she had a problem with her
    husband, then I never believe in any spell caster
    because I thought all of them are fake!!! But as my
    friend introduced me to the GREAT AND POWERFUL
    SPELL CASTER DROGOZU He helped me in
    getting my man back to me. He came begging me to
    have him back. Our marriage held, am now a happily
    married woman and am living with husband with
    much love everyday!!! SO I WANT TO USE THIS
    GREAT MEDIUM TO THANK THE GREAT DR
    OGOZU AND ALSO TELL YOU OUT THERE,
    WHENEVER YOU FACE SUCH CHALLENGE OR YOU
    ARE FACING CHALLENGE OF OFFICE POST OR
    BUSINESS CHELLENGE CONTACT DROGOZU he
    is there to solve your problem. His email is
    Drogozuoraclesolutionhome@gmail.com

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  46. i am hear to give testimony of how i got back my husband, we got married for more than 9 years and have gotten two kids. thing were going well with us and we are always happy. until one day my husband started to behave in a way i could not understand, i was very confused by the way he treat me and the kids. later that month he did not come home again and he called me that he want a divorce, i asked him what have i done wrong to deserve this from him, all he was saying is that he want a divorce that he hate me and do not want to see me again in his life, i was mad and also frustrated do not know what to do,i was sick for more than 2 weeks because of the divorce. i love him so much he was everything to me without him my life is incomplete. i told my sister and she told me to contact a prophet, i never believe in all this prophet of a thing. i just want to try if something will come out of it. i contacted Prophet Akhigbe for the return of my husband to me, they told me that my husband have been taken by another woman, that she cast a spell on him that is why he hate me and also want us to divorce. then they told me that they have to cast a spell on him that will make him return to me and the kids, they casted the spell and after 1 week my husband called me and he told me that i should forgive him, he started to apologize on phone and said that he still live me that he did not know what happen to him that he left me. it was the spell that the Prophet Akhigbe casted on him that make him come back to me today,me and my family are now happy again today. thank you Prophet Akhigbe for what you have done for me i would have been nothing today if not for your great spell. i want you my friends who are passing through all this kind of love problem of getting back their husband, wife , or ex boyfriend and girlfriend to contact prophet.akhigbe1@gmail.com and you will see that your problem will be solved without any delay.

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  47. My Name is Emil.I will love to share my testimony to all the people in the forum cos i never thought i will have my girlfriend back and she means so much to me..The girl i want to get marry to left me 4 weeks to our wedding for another man..,When i called her she never picked my calls,She deleted me on her facebook and she changed her facebook status from married to Single...when i went to her to her place of work she told her boss she never want to see me..I lost my job as a result of this cos i cant get myself anymore,my life was upside down and everything did not go smooth with my life...I tried all i could do to have her back to all did not work out until i met a Man when i Travel to Africa to execute some business have been developing some years back..I told him my problem and all have passed through in getting her back and how i lost my job...he told me he gonna help me...i don't believe that in the first place.but he swore he will help me out and he told me the reason why my girlfriend left me and also told me some hidden secrets.i was amazed when i heard that from him..he said he will cast a spell for me and i will see the results in the next couple of days..then i travel back to Us the following day and i called him when i got home and he said he's busy casting those spells and he has bought all the materials needed for the spells,he said am gonna see positive results in the next 2 days that is Thursday...My girlfriend called me at exactly 12:35pm on Thursday and apologies for all she had done ..she said,she never knew what she's doing and her sudden behavior was not intentional and she promised not to do that again.it was like am dreaming when i heard that from her and when we ended the call,i called the man and told him my wife called and he said i haven't seen anything yet... he said i will also get my job back in 3 days time..and when its Sunday,they called me at my place of work that i should resume working on Monday and they gonna compensate me for the time limit have spent at home without working..My life is back into shape,i have my girlfriend back and we are happily married now with kids and i have my job back too.This man is really powerful..if we have up to 20 people like him in the world,the world would have been a better place..he has also helped many of my friends to solve many problems and they are all happy now..Am posting this to the forum for anybody that is interested in meeting the man for help.you can mail him to agumaguspelltemple@gmail.com I cant give out his number cos he told me he don't want to be disturbed by many people across the world..he said his email is okay and he' will replied to any emails asap..hope he helped u out too..good luck:agumaguspelltemple@gmail.com.Once Again His Email Address Is: agumaguspelltemple@gmail.com



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  48. Best of luck to you Ellie. My thoughts are with you.

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  49. You are so much in my thoughts and prayers. I still check here regularly, silently sending good thoughts your way. Stay strong.
    Trudy's Mom

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  50. I am joes candra, I promise to share this testimony all over the world once my boyfriend return back to me, and today with all due respect i want to thank DR.OSAUYI for bringing joy and happiness to my relationship and my family. I want to inform you all that there is a spell caster that is real and genuine. I never believed in any of these things until i loosed my boyfriend, I required help until i found a grate spell caster, And he cast a love spell for me, and he assured me that I will get my boyfriend back in two days after the spell has been cast. Three days later, my phone rang, and so shockingly, it was my boyfriend who has not called me for past 6 years now, and made an apology for the heart break, and told me that he is ready to be my back bone till the rest of his life with me. DR.OSAUYI released him up to know how much i loved and wanted him. And opened his eyes to picture how much we have share together. As I`m writing this testimony right now I`m the most happiest girl on earth and me and my boyfriend is living a happy life and our love is now stronger than how it were even before our break up. So that`s why I promised to share my testimony all over the universe.All thanks goes to DR.OSAUYI for the excessive work that he has done for me. Below is the email address in any situation you are undergoing a heart break, and I assure you that as he has done mine for me, he will definitely help you too. OSAUYILOVESPELL@GMAIL.COM that is his email address bye

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  51. Thinking about you Ellie....hope you are well.

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  52. Godspeed, good lady. I listen to The Bubble Hour every night while I'm going to sleep. It's gotten me through the past 100 days. I don't think I could have done it without you.

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  53. I think of you often, and hope you are well. I want to encourage you again when you get home and start life again to sign up at womenforsobriety.org. The women there helped get me sober four years ago today, and helped keep me sane and sober. It is a great sobriety program for women for whom the 12 Steps don't resonate.
    Peace.

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  54. I never use to believe in spell casting until i met Great Baba a powerful spell caster who helped me to be a happy person again. My name is Sarah Kelly and i reside in USA. After 3 years of Broken marriage, my husband left me with three kids. I felt like my life was about to end and i almost committed suicide, i was emotionally down for a very long time. Thanks to a Great spell caster called Great Baba which i met online on one faithful day when I was browsing through the internet, i came across a lot of testimonies about this particular Great spell caster how he has helped so many people. he has helped people to bring back their Ex lover, some testified that he restores womb, cure cancer and other sickness, and so on. I also came across a testimony, it was about a woman called Amanda, she testified about how his spell made her to be pregnant after so many years of bareness and at the end of her testimony she dropped Great Baba's email address. After reading all these, i decided to give it a try and i contacted him and explained my problem to him and he assured me that in less than 48 hours, my husband will call me and beg for forgiveness but i thought it will not work. When he had finished casting the spell, the next day my husband called me and he was begging for forgiveness just as Great Baba said. This is not brain washing and after the spell has been cast, i realized that my husband love me like never before and the spell caster opened him up to know how much i love him and how much love we need to share. We are even happier now than before. Great Baba is really a gifted man and i will not stop publishing him because he is a wonderful man. If you have a problem and you are looking for a real and a genuine spell caster to solve all your problems contact Great Baba now on Highersolutiontemple@yahoo.com he will help you solve your problems. Once again thank you Great Baba for your good deeds.

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  55. I never use to believe in spell casting until i met Great Baba a powerful spell caster who helped me to be a happy person again. My name is Sarah Kelly and i reside in USA. After 3 years of Broken marriage, my husband left me with three kids. I felt like my life was about to end and i almost committed suicide, i was emotionally down for a very long time. Thanks to a Great spell caster called Great Baba which i met online on one faithful day when I was browsing through the internet, i came across a lot of testimonies about this particular Great spell caster how he has helped so many people. he has helped people to bring back their Ex lover, some testified that he restores womb, cure cancer and other sickness, and so on. I also came across a testimony, it was about a woman called Amanda, she testified about how his spell made her to be pregnant after so many years of bareness and at the end of her testimony she dropped Great Baba's email address. After reading all these, i decided to give it a try and i contacted him and explained my problem to him and he assured me that in less than 48 hours, my husband will call me and beg for forgiveness but i thought it will not work. When he had finished casting the spell, the next day my husband called me and he was begging for forgiveness just as Great Baba said. This is not brain washing and after the spell has been cast, i realized that my husband love me like never before and the spell caster opened him up to know how much i love him and how much love we need to share. We are even happier now than before. Great Baba is really a gifted man and i will not stop publishing him because he is a wonderful man. If you have a problem and you are looking for a real and a genuine spell caster to solve all your problems contact Great Baba now on Highersolutiontemple@yahoo.com he will help you solve your problems. Once again thank you Great Baba for your good deeds.

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  56. I AM Dora Sandy i want to give thanks and i will always give thanks to Priest ina who brought back my divorce husband that has left me for 6years within 48hours,i have said about this last week but i promised to always tell people about this every weekend so that those that did not read about it last week will read about it this week,i have been looking for how to get pregnant and how to get my divorce husband back to my life because i love him with the whole of my heart,i could not replace him with any body,one day i was watching my television when i saw a lady giving thanks to priest ina and telling the world how he helped her i was so shocked i could not believe it because i never taught that there are powers that can bring back lost marriage,then that was how i decided to contact him too because i do really need my divorce husband back,when i contacted him i told him everything and he told me not to worry that my divorce husband will surely be back to me, within 48hours at first i could not believe because i was thinking how could somebody that has gone for 6years come back within 48 hours,so then i decided to watch and see,unbelievable within the next 48hours i got a call from unknown number so i pick the call the next thing i could hear was my husbands voice he was pleading and begging me on the phone that i should forgive him that i should forget all that have happened that he did not know what came over him,he promised not to leave for any reason,that he was really sorry for what he did,i was so surprised because i never believed that this could happen,so that was how i accepted his apology and the next morning he came back home to meet me and still pleading for me to forgive him i told him that everything is okay that i have forgiven him,that was how we started again and he has Chang,i promised to say this testimony in radio station,commenting this testimony that now am pregnant,but still okay before this month runs out i promise to say this in radio station and i will sir, thank you very much.World please am begging you people to try and help me thank this man for me,or if you need his help here is his email address prophetoyinbojesus@yahoo.com or you can also reach him through his mobile number,+2348074066640


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  57. who ever is reading this testimony today should please celebrate with me and my family because it all started like a joke to some people and others said it was impossible. my name is Michael i live in Chicago i am happily married with two kids and a lovely wife something terrible happen to my family along the line, i lost my job and my wife packed out of my house because i was unable to take care of her and my kids at that particular time. i manage all through five years, no wife to support me to take care of the children and there come a faithful day that i will never forget in my life i met an old friend who i explain all my difficulties to, and he took me to a spell caster and and the name of the temple is called, DR Okundonor, i was assure that everything will be fine and my wife will come back to me after the wonderful work of Dr Okundonorgreatspell, my wife came back to me and today i am one of the richest man in my country. i advice you if you have any problem email him with this email: ( dr.okundonorgreatspell@gmail.com ) and you will have the best result. take things for granted and it will be take from you. i wish you all the best.

    Contact:( dr.okundonorgreatspell@gmail.com ), or call he with this phone number, +2348137828640

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  58. Am so excited and i really want to thank GREAT MOTHER OF SOLUTION a very POWERFUL and i mean a very POWERFUL female spell caster for getting my husband back to me within 2 days. My name is Annie James and when my husband left me and our two kids to suffer i was so tired and frustrated and i thought all hope was lost until i came across this GREAT MOTHER OF SOLUTION on her email at Greatmotherofsolutiontemple@yahoo.com and i was reading how she has helped so many people with different problems so i contacted and i explained my problem to her and she laughed and told me to calm down that my problem is so simple and that she will help me in two days time my husband will come back home again and i really believed her without any doubt. Can you imagine just as this POWERFUL WOMAN said in two days time my husband called me and started begging for forgiveness. In fact words won't be enough to thank this POWERFUL WOMAN called GREAT MOTHER OF SOLUTION and i assure you that If you want all your problems to be solved contact GREAT MOTHER OF SOLUTION now on her email at Greatmotherofsolutiontemple@yahoo.com and she will help you because she is so real, reliable, trust worthy and very powerful. Please i mean please i advise you all to believe and listen to her because she is very real and unique. Thank you GREAT MOTHER and may your good gods always bless you for your wonderful deeds and good works. Once again thank you GREAT MOTHER.

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  59. Am so excited and i really want to thank GREAT MOTHER OF SOLUTION a very POWERFUL and i mean a very POWERFUL female spell caster for getting my husband back to me within 2 days. My name is Annie James and when my husband left me and our two kids to suffer i was so tired and frustrated and i thought all hope was lost until i came across this GREAT MOTHER OF SOLUTION on her email at Greatmotherofsolutiontemple@yahoo.com and i was reading how she has helped so many people with different problems so i contacted and i explained my problem to her and she laughed and told me to calm down that my problem is so simple and that she will help me in two days time my husband will come back home again and i really believed her without any doubt. Can you imagine just as this POWERFUL WOMAN said in two days time my husband called me and started begging for forgiveness. In fact words won't be enough to thank this POWERFUL WOMAN called GREAT MOTHER OF SOLUTION and i assure you that If you want all your problems to be solved contact GREAT MOTHER OF SOLUTION now on her email at Greatmotherofsolutiontemple@yahoo.com and she will help you because she is so real, reliable, trust worthy and very powerful. Please i mean please i advise you all to believe and listen to her because she is very real and unique. Thank you GREAT MOTHER and may your good gods always bless you for your wonderful deeds and good works. Once again thank you GREAT MOTHER.

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  60. Am so excited and i really want to thank GREAT MOTHER OF SOLUTION a very POWERFUL and i mean a very POWERFUL female spell caster for getting my husband back to me within 2 days. My name is Annie James and when my husband left me and our two kids to suffer i was so tired and frustrated and i thought all hope was lost until i came across this GREAT MOTHER OF SOLUTION on her email at Greatmotherofsolutiontemple@yahoo.com and i was reading how she has helped so many people with different problems so i contacted and i explained my problem to her and she laughed and told me to calm down that my problem is so simple and that she will help me in two days time my husband will come back home again and i really believed her without any doubt. Can you imagine just as this POWERFUL WOMAN said in two days time my husband called me and started begging for forgiveness. In fact words won't be enough to thank this POWERFUL WOMAN called GREAT MOTHER OF SOLUTION and i assure you that If you want all your problems to be solved contact GREAT MOTHER OF SOLUTION now on her email at Greatmotherofsolutiontemple@yahoo.com and she will help you because she is so real, reliable, trust worthy and very powerful. Please i mean please i advise you all to believe and listen to her because she is very real and unique. Thank you GREAT MOTHER and may your good gods always bless you for your wonderful deeds and good works. Once again thank you GREAT MOTHER.

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  61. Dr. Telemi is a trust worthy spell caster and he will be of great help to you. I never believed in spell casting but After 4 years of marriage my husband left me because I lost my womb, and i was unable to give birth to children. I felt like my life has come to an end, and i almost committed suicide, i was emotionally down for a very long time, but thanks to this spell caster called Dr. Telemi whom i met online after my friend Tracy James told me how he also helped her to bring back her husband in less than 2 days. I believed her and decided to give Dr. Telemi a try and i contacted him on his email Telemisolutiontemple@yahoo.com and explained my problems to him. He laughed and told me that In less than 2 days, my Husband will come back for me again, and that he will restore my womb and i will give birth to children. At first i thought it was a lie but i took courage and believed as Dr. Telemi has said and it did happen just as this Great spell caster said, My husband called me and was crying, apologizing for forgiveness. I forgave him and today i am so glad that all worries and problems has gone away, and we are even happier than before, another good news is that i am pregnant now, and very soon we are expecting our baby. Dr. Telemi is really a gifted and a powerful spiritual man and i will not stop publishing him because he is a wonderful man. I advice you all If you have a problem and you are looking for a real and genuine spell caster to solve all your problems just Contact Dr Telemi on his email on Telemisolutiontemple@yahoo.com at anytime, because he will always help you to solve all your problems. Once again thank you Dr. Telemi. Thank you, thank you.

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  62. Att;
    My name is Mr Dickson i was afflicted with a serious illness which i consulted many spell cast prophet which did not help me but all they did was to scam me and add more to my problems so i was almost at the point of death and i promise myself never to believe any spell caster in life until i met with Mrs Dorcas who was scam in a loan transaction who told me about this great spell-caster Dr Malawi Racum, who help her and her family during their problems and i just give the great spell caster a chance and he solved my problems and today i am grateful to announce to yo that we now have a great spell-caster who can trustfully solve all your problems if you are tired down and you want to solve your problems kindly email Dr Malawi Racum VIA; spellofsolutiontemple@yahoo.com via his mobile number +27620171252 and i assure you 100% over your problem
    Thanks
    Warm Regard's
    Mr Dickson

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  63. AM HAPPY MY ANGEL IS WITH ME AGAIN, THANKS TO DR KEKE ODIN

    hello my name is Parker Velley i want you all to join me to thank this man for restoring my relationship with my ex lover who dump me for another Man for 5 months because the man had money, at first i never believed Dr Keke will be able to help me win Claudia back from this other other guy but because i still love her and need her back in my life, i worked and follow his instruction and it surprise me that after working with him, Claudia called me and ask me to forgive and forget the past that she still love me and that was how me and my angel came back for good. So with this great work done for me by Dr Keke of greatkekespelltemple@gmail.com i promise to always share his good work to the whole wide world and if any body is out there passing through any relationship difficulties should kindly contact him via
    email; greatkekespelltemple@gmail.com
    website; greatkekespelltemple01.webs.com

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  64. An amazing testimony on a spell caster who brought my wife back to me.. My name is Edwin Wallace,i live in United Kngdom,and I'm happily married to a lovely and caring wife,with two kids.A very big problem occurred in my family seven months ago,between me and my wife.so terrible that she took the case to court for a divorce.she said that she never wanted to stay with me again,and that she didn't love me anymore.So she packed out of my house and made me and my children passed through severe pain. I tried all my possible means to get her back,after much begging,but all to no avail.and she confirmed it that she has made her decision,and she never wanted to see me again. So on one evening,as i was coming back from work,i met an old friend of mine who asked of my wife.So i explained every thing to her,so she told me that the only way i can get my wife back,is to visit a spell caster,because it has really worked for her too.So i never believed in spell,but i had no other choice,than to follow her advice. Then she gave me the email address of the spell caster whom she visited.{supremetemple@hotmail.com}. So the next morning,i sent a mail to the address she gave to me,and the spell caster assured me that i will get my wife back the next day.What an amazing statement!! I never believed,so he spoke with me,and told me everything that i need to do. Then the next morning, So surprisingly, my wife who didn't call me for the past seven {7}months,gave me a call to inform me that she was coming back.So Amazing!! So that was how she came back that same day,with lots of love and joy,and she apologized for her mistake,and for the pain she caused me and my children. Then from that day,our relationship was now stronger than how it were before,by the help of a spell caster. So, i will advice you out there to kindly visit the same website {supremetemple@hotmail.com},if">{supremetemple@hotmail.comm},if you are in any condition like this,or you have any problem related to "bringing your ex back. So thanks to the Dr PAPAr for bringing back my wife,and brought great joy to my family once again. {supremetemple@hotmail.com}, Thanks..

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  65. Hello, My name is Jessylynn harvey. i want to share to the whole world on how Dr Keke Odin the chief Priest of all the spell casters in India Helped me reunite my marriage. To cut the long story shot, after 2 years of break up with my Husband with no phone calls or email messages. i was so frustrated because i have contacted so many other spell casters with no results. when i read about Dr Keke Odin (The Chief Priest Of all the spell casters in India) on his website at http://greatkekespelltemple01.webs.com so i decided to contact him for help. to my greatest surprise, in just 24 hours later my Husband called me and started begging for forgiveness. i am now a happy woman with a beautiful baby girl.all thanks to Dr Keke Odin. You can contact Dr keke Odin On contact him directly on his email at greatkekespelltemple@gmail.com or contact him through his website at http://greatkekespelltemple01.webs.com. his help is assured and guaranteed once again email him directly at greatkekespelltemple@gmail.com

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  66. Dr.Ogudugu has proved himself to me that he is truly the best spell caster in the whole world, After reading a lot of good testimonies about Dr.Ogudugu on the internet i never had doubt that he was going to favor me. My name is Gomez and i am from Madrid in Spain. My relationship was going to an end because my lover parent wanted my lover to marry some one else, and this was against my wish and my lover wish. So i had to look for a solution to my relationship and i got this solution when i contacted Dr.Ogudugu through these following details via mobile +2348066421534 or via email: greatogudugu@gmail.com. It was really amazing the way things turned out because Dr.Ogudugu casted a spell that changed the mind of my lover parent towards me and today now myself and my lover are living happily together...

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  67. I have a testimony to share,,My Name is Mrs Juliet am from the United State Of America am now 54years old Am a Medical doctor in California,I married for about 54years ago without any child then me and my husband go for an adoption of 2kids male/female.Last years something wonderful and gracious happened to me i came across this witch doctor in the internet that promise to help me get pregnant which i totally disagree,,,How can i be pregnant looking my age he ask me not to worry that he only specialize on pregnancy no other. That after the job has been completed there is no any side effect,that was how he told me what to do which i did, could you believe i miss my periodical time that same Month and i was pregnant.Today am now the happiest woman on Earth,,While am i testify to this site i know there are a lot of people that are in this kind of trouble some will decide to commit suicide. please just do and contact him for help make him to understand that Mrs Juliet from USA directed you, his email DRETIOSA@YAHOO.COM

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  68. I want to let the world know about Doctor uzoya the Great spell caster that brought back my husband to me when i thought all hope was lost. Doctor uzoya used his powerful spell to put a smile on my face by bringing back my man with his spell, at first i thought i was dreaming when my husband came back to me on his knees begging me to forgive him and accept him back and ever since then he loves me more than i ever expected so i made a vow to my self that i will let the World know about Doctor uzoya because he is a God on earth. Do you have problems in your relationship ? have your partner broke up with you and you still love and want him back ? Do you have problem with your finance ? or do you need help of any kind then contact Doctor uzoya today for i give you 100% guarantee that he will help you just as he helped me. Doctor uzoya email is: driraborspellcaster@gmail.com OR call his moblie phone +2348151098492

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  69. Hello! everyone out here,I am James William from Portland Oregon United state.It has been my desire to help people out with their problems no matter how little my contribution may be.

    As regards to the promise i made to BABA ARUOSA if he could help me get back my girlfriend,i'm using this means to fulfill my promise and also let everybody know there's solution to your problem no matter how difficult you think it is okay.

    I loved a girl for more than 2 years and she told me she was going to marry me.But she would change her mind and tell me she didn't love me anymore and was seeing a guy,which i found out.I begged her to accept me and also tried every means possible to make her know i can't live without her because i really love her but she would pay deaf ears to me.

    We were working in the same company and each time i see her,i wish all this weren't happening.This pain continued till a friend of mine led me to BABA ARUOSA whom he told me was very extremely powerful and has helped with a problem.

    Soon as i contacted him,i knew he was the exact answer to my solution because i felt his powers from his carefully selected words and calmness.I explain all that happened to me and he told me what to do.I did as i was instructed and never doubted him.To my greatest surprise what i felt was almost impossible within the twinkle of an eyes was over.

    She called me pleading for my forgiveness for how she has treated me and that she loves me so much and will never cheat on me again and will marry me.And from that moment till now all we've been experiencing is happiness in our relationship.We'll be getting married soon........lol

    I would advice anyone with problem to contact him via email : templeofsupernaturalcontact@gmail.com for his help.

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  70. My dear reader, you have to read this.
    Dr Saloba doesn’t ask for testimonies and he doesn’t charge. He is genuine and people get to meet him by luck. But right now am your luck if you could meet him. Every other testimonies you read here are scams...... Dr Saloba is a trusted and I happened to meet him by chance after a friend told me about him. I followed these internet testimonies and was hugely scammed to the extent that I wanted to kill myself. Dr Saloba turned my situation around by bringing back my ex boyfriend back to me and made me regain double of what I lost over to these scams. He made my ex boyfriend come crawling to have her back again. All I spent was $150 and at last gained back all my lost money and even double of it. His email address is : Salobaspiritualtemple@gmail.com OR call his cell phone number on +2349036493771 but please don’t make him know that I published him on net. He is just wonderful and I wish whoever that finds him good luck. Don’t forget his email address is Salobaspiritualtemple@gmail.com
    Yours truly
    Patrica Edmond

    HE FIX THE FOLLOWING PROBLEMS TO ALL
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  71. My names is Alice Owens am from Canada i want to use this opportunity to thank Dr guru the great doctor who bring back my husband which makes me very happy today so i could not keep the wonderful work he has done for me so i decide to share it with you all because he is real not like those who eat up my money and never do anything for me, i have 2 lovely kids for my husband, about 3 years ago my husband and i has been quarreling about some things he is doing that he had not been doing before,like keeping late at night and drinking i don't know that my husband is having a secret affair with a lady close to my street they do meet after work at one hotel,one day i felt that this is too much to bear then i confronted him one night but he did not listen instead he beat me up in front of our kids then he finally left me for the lady. i felt my life was over and my kids thought they will never see their father again. i tried to be strong just for the kids but i couldn’t control the pains that torments my heart, my heart was filled with sorrows and pains because i was really in love with my husband. Every day and night i think of him and i always wish he will come back to me, until one day i met a good friend of mine that was also in a situation like me but her problem was her ex-boyfriend who she had an unwanted pregnancy for and he refused to take responsibility and dumped her. she told me that mine was a small case and that i shouldn’t worry about it at all so i asked her what was the solution to my problems and she gave me this great Doctor email address drgurulovespelltemple@yahoo.com. i was doubting if this man was the solution,because i have tried so many fake Doctor on the internet but they only eat up my money and never work for me so i contacted this great man and he told me what to do and i deed them all, he told me to wait for just 12hours and that my husband will come crawling on his kneels just for forgiveness so i faithfully deed what this great man asked me to do and for sure after 12hours i heard a knock on the door i went and open the door, in a great surprise i saw him on his kneels and i was speechless, when he saw me, all he did was crying and asking me for forgiveness, from that day, all the pains and sorrows in my heart ran away,since then i and my husband and our lovely kids are living happily.that is why i want to say a big thanks to Dr guru This great man made me to understand that there is know problem on earth that has no solution so please if you know that you have this same problem or any problem that is similar, i will advise you to contact this great doctor through his mail drgurulovespelltemple@yahoo.com and he will solve your problem

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  72. Hello to every one out here, am here to share the unexpected miracle that happened to me three days ago, My name is Gabriel Austin,i live in Texas,USA.and I`m happily married to a lovely and caring wife,with two kids A very big problem occurred in my family seven months ago,between me and my wife so terrible that she took the case to court for a divorce she said that she never wanted to stay with me again,and that she did not love me anymore So she packed out of my house and made me and my children passed through severe pain. I tried all my possible means to get her back,after much begging,but all to no avail and she confirmed it that she has made her decision,and she never wanted to see me again. So on one evening,as i was coming back from work,i met an old friend of mine who asked of my wife So i explained every thing to her,so she told me that the only way i can get my wife back,is to visit a spell caster,because it has really worked for her too So i never believed in spell,but i had no other choice,than to follow her advice. Then she gave me the email address of the spell caster whom she visited.(drocusodospellcaster@gmail.com OR drocusodospellcaster@yahoo.com }, So the next morning,i sent a mail to the address she gave to me,and the spell caster assured me that i will get my wife back the next day what an amazing statement!! I never believed,so he spoke with me,and told me everything that i need to do. Then the next morning, So surprisingly, my wife who did not call me for the past seven {7}months,gave me a call to inform me that she was coming back So Amazing!! So that was how she came back that same day,with lots of love and joy,and she apologized for her mistake,and for the pain she caused me and my children. Then from that day,our relationship was now stronger than how it were before,by the help of a spell caster . So, was now stronger than how it were before,by the help of a spell caster .if you are in any condition,or you have any problem related to “bringing your ex back. So thanks to Dr OCUSODO for bringing back my wife,and brought great joy to my family once again.{drocusodospellcaster@gmail.com OR drocusodospellcaster@yahoo.com OR this contact number +2348105578036 } , Thanks.

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  73. Unimaginable and unbelievable. I am Mary Ken from the United States and i have a good news to share to the entire world. Do you need your ex husband or lover urgently? I wanna tell you that you need not to worry because i have a good news for those out there that are faced or similar to such situation because there is always a hope and a solution to all problem. There is a great spell caster called Dr Miracle who can really solve all your problems. Getting my lover back is what i can't imagine but when I was losing Mike, I needed help and somewhere to turn badly but my Cousin told me about this spell caster who also helped her on the internet. I thought it won't work but i just tried to give this man a chance and i ordered a LOVE SPELL. Two days later, my phone rang. Mike was his old self again and wanted to come back to me! Not only come back, This is truly miraculous and the spell caster opened him up to know how much I love and needs him. This Spell Casting isn’t brainwashing, but he opened up his eyes to know how much love we have to share together. I recommend anyone who is in my old situation to try him because he will help you and make things be the way it ought to be. If you have such problem or similar to this, please contact him on his email: homeoflightandsolution@yahoo.com thank you Dr Miracle in fact you are miraculous and may your gods ever reward you for your good deeds..

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  74. Dr. Abu herbal medicine is a good remedy for Herpes, I was a carrier of Herpes and I saw a testimony on how Dr. Abu cure Herpes, I decided to contact, I contacted him and he guided me. I asked him for solutions and he started the remedies for my health. Thank God, now everything is fine, I'm cured by Dr.Abu herbal medicine, I'm very thankful to Dr. Tope, reach him on oruentempleofpowers@gmail.com Or contact his number via +2348059092407 or you can as well add him on whatsapp with same number

    DOCTOR Abu CAN AS WELL CURE THE FOLLOWING DISEASE:-

    1. HIV/AIDS
    2. HERPES
    3. CANCER ALL KINDS
    4. ALS
    5. Hepatitis A,B,C
    6. Diabetes
    7. CHRONIC DISEASE
    8. Coronary Artery Disease (Ischemic Heart Disease)
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    13.Celiac disease
    14.Ear Infections
    15.Endometriosis
    16.Epilepsy
    17.Chlamydia
    18.Syphilis
    19.Gonorrhea

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  75. i couldn't believe that i would ever be re-unite with my ex-lover, i was so traumatize staying all alone with no body to stay by me and to be with me, but i was so lucky one certain day to meet this powerful spell caster Dr.Ofemo,after telling him about my situation he did everything humanly possible to see that my lover come back to me,indeed after casting the spell my ex-lover came back to me less than 48 hours,my ex-lover came back begging me that he will never leave me again,3 months later we got engaged and married,if you are having this same situation just contact Dr Ofemo on his email:drofemosolutiontemple@gmail.com thanks very much sir for restoring my ex-lover back to me,his emai:drofemospelltemple@yahoo.com or his cell phone is:+2348163387496 his website:http://drofemospelltemple.wix.com/dr-ofemo

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  76. Hello everyone out there i am Abriana Santos from South Africa, When I eventually found testimonies about this spell caster Dr.Zack Balo, how he helped many people to get their lovers and broken homes back, i contacted him through his email address wiseindividualspell@gmail.com because I was absolutely desperate to get my husband back. Life without my husband was a real mess for me and my two kids. i wanted a dramatic change and I thought magic could be the solution. After discussing the resolution with Dr.Zack Balo, he gave me hope that he will restore my marriage. I felt confident that he will actually make my husband to return home and he did it after 3days of casting the spell! It’s fantastic what this great spell caster have done for me, his help is priceless! I don't know what I would have done without Dr Zack Balo, you can also contact him through his phone number +2348078927387 or email address wiseindividualspell@gmail.com.

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  77. HOW I WAS ABLE TO RESTORE MY MARRIAGE
    Hello people on this forum i want to use this opportunity to thank doctor agbedion the spell caster who helped me win my husband back from this other evil who used a magic power to take my man from me and make him to hate me and the kids , and me and my man RAYA ADAMS was happy together until one day when him came back from work and i gave him his dinner and him said i should forget it then i was suspecting something was wrong and i ask him what is it and him said him do not love me anymore and him said him need a break in this marriage and i tried to calm him down , but nothing work out and after two weeks him said him want to travel and packed his things and move out of the house only for me to hear him is with this other woman names Alice and i called him no answer and his families also supported him to get rid of me because this other lady has put black magic on my man and his families and so they pushed me and my kids out of the house i was frustrated and devastated at this point no place to go only my mothers house , so i was praying and seeking help to restore my marriage until one day as i was on the internet i storm into a story about this great spell caster , about how him helped a lady get her man back so i said to contact his email aigbedionsolutiontemple@yahoo.com, and when i explained to him the man cried and said to me i will help you and three days your man will come for you , and him also told me that Adams were under a magic so i did what him ask me to do on Friday and on Monday morning my man called me and said i should come home and that was how me and my man came back together and today we still together happily , so with this great work done for by doctor Agbedion of aigbedionsolutiontemple@yahoo.com, i said i will share to everyone to hear so who so ever that is passing through any kind of relationship problem should also contact him for her and i believe him or she will be restored by doctor Agbedion of aigbedionsolutiontemple@yahoo.com

    my number is +18302560032 text only please for am always busy , no call just text me if you have any problem with doctor Agbedion, and call him on +2348110732372

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  78. I am indeed very happy for my life; I never thought that I will live on earth before the year runs out. I have been suffering from a deadly disease [HERPS] for the past 2 years now; I had spent a lot of money going from one places to another, from churches to churches, hospitals have been my every day residence. Constant checks up have been my hobby but until this faithful day, I was searching through the internet, I saw a testimony on how a spell caster helped someone in curing his HERPS disease, quickly I copied his email which is doctorumiefanherbalcentre@gmail.com
    I spoke to him, he asked me to do some certain things which I did, he told me that he is going to cast the spell which he did, then he asked me to go for medical checkup after 45 minutes of casting the spell, I was free from the deadly disease, he only asked me to post the testimony through the whole world, faithfully am doing it now, please brothers and sisters, he is great, I own him my life, if you are having a similar problem or suffering from HERPS,HIV,ALS,MND,CANCER just email him on doctorumiefanherbalcentre@gmail.com or call him on +2348134470041... A word is enough for the wise...

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  79. Hello my name is STEPHINE i know renowned spell caster who helped me when i had
    problem with my boss if you need a right place to solve your problems contact
    Drehiaghespelltemple@gmail.com he is the right choice.he is a great man that have been casting spells
    with years of experience. he cast spells for different purposes like
    (1) If you want your ex back.
    (2) if you always have bad dreams.
    (3) You want to be promoted in your office.
    (4) You want women/men to run after you.
    (5) If you want a child.
    (6) You want to be rich.
    (7) You want to tie your husband/wife to be
    yours forever.
    (8) If you need financial assistance.
    (9) Herbal care
    (10) if you want to cure your HIV aids
    (11) if you are sick of cancer he can help you cure it
    nothing is impossible in the sight of DR EHIAGHE.CALL DR EHIAGHE +2348086220828
    Contact him today on:his email Drehiaghespelltemple@gmail.com .

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  80. i want to really appreciate what dr. zaki did for me by post this comment here for people to know how good this man is and how grateful i am. i am 34 and i have been in a relationship with this guy for a year and seven months i really enjoy the time we spent together despite people dont no we are gay but it was a secret date. i found out he was date a girl from the college i was very upset and i convince him but he refuse and still want the relation to go on but i was every jealous so we breakup around August but at a time i was okay but after few weeks i really miss him so i try to win him back he refuse so i need a help so i contacted a spell caster Dr. zaki who help me and we are happy again now. if you need his help just contact him and drop your number he will even call you am happy now. is email is dr.zakispellhome@gmail.com

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  81. Greetings to everyone,i want to use this medium to thank the great spell caster called Dr Adura who helped to restored my relationship back to me,it happened that my ex lover decided to break up with me without any reason,saying that he don't love me anymore,this started to happen when my ex lover started keeping late night,and coming home late,i pleaded to him for several months but he refused to listen to my apology,so one fateful day i was browsing through the internet and i suddenly came across several testimonies of how Dr Adura helped so many people in bringing back their ex lover,so without wasting much time i contacted his email:draduraspelltemple@gmail.com he told me that i shouldn't worry anymore that he must return back to me after he has cast a love spell for me that he will surely run back to me,i didn't doubt his words i obeyed his instruction and indeed after 24 hours my ex lover rush back to me and everything went back as it was in the beginning contact him today on his Mobil:+2347089978383 or his site email
    draduraspelltemple@gmail.com

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  82. GOOD DAY EVERYONE all i can say is that if you need a spell caster to help you with your problem then
    the best one is Dr WELLS He is the
    only reliable spell caster i know. This is not
    just cos he helped me i mean if you are
    reading this comment on the internet, you
    will definitely see other comment about
    how he has saved relationship with his
    spell,helped people win lottery and i read
    one a man named DR WELLS don't know if
    its his real name said Dr WELLS help
    with a spell to secure a job and bring back
    wife who left him. I am composing this
    comment to pin the fact that Dr WELLS has also helped me. After six years
    of marriage it hard to really understand
    when your wife is see another man and
    asking for a divorce just so see can be
    with him. It so hard for me cos i thought we
    were doing fine. Maybe i was too blind that
    i didn't know something was wrong with us
    or i wasn't giving her the attention she
    needed. Which ever which way there was
    something that i knew,she was breaking
    my heart and i still loved her with my life. I know people may probably say it unlike a man but i lost my virginity to her and since then there have been no other in my life
    but her. I gave up everything for her My
    family, and everything and everyone that
    wanted us not to be. I could not imagine
    how she could be so heartless and so
    unfaithful i mean i gave her my life!.I was
    ready to let her go i left our house and her
    new painter boyfriend moved in. They
    turned my private store room to his art
    studio and started sharing my bed with my
    wife. He was practically living my life for
    me cos everything i had in our house was
    converted to his. With every day that
    passed grew mad at the painter cos i was
    still in love with my wife she is the only
    family i have left and in my head i thought
    i just lost her to another man after all the
    sacrifice i have made to see us
    together. Before i even thought of spell
    casting i tried the memory lane method
    but she was not even willing to talk to me
    for more than a minute or even have a bit
    with me it was almost like she was allergic
    to me after five years of marriage. The
    thought of another man making love to my
    wife consumed me i lost focus and was
    totally confused on what to do. I remember
    drowning myself with bottles of vodka to
    kill the pain and try to forget her but i pass
    out and wake up thinking about her.Just
    when i thought i needed to get rid of of my
    cheating wife with the help on the internet,
    i came across a lot of comment on how Dr WELLS has helped to get exes back
    so at that moment i was no longer thinking
    of how to get rid of her instead i was
    thinking and willing to do anything just to
    have my wife back. When i contacted the
    spell caster that is Dr WELLS with the
    email i saw on the comment he called me,
    after i made him understand my
    problem. He told me he was sad for me cos
    i left my whole world and family for her. He
    asked that i get some materials i can
    disclose but it nothing to worry about cos
    they are totally harmless. I felt it was
    gonna be hard to send them down to him
    so i gave him the money for the
    materials. After two days he sent me a
    package containing my spell. He instructed
    me on how to make it effective and i
    swear on my dead sister grave the spell
    made my wife mine again,Its was so
    supernatural how it happened i can't just
    explain from how she left the painter and
    everything beats my imagination all i know
    is that. Dr WELLS spell is powerful enough to get me my wife
    back. Contact him here for solution to your
    own problem specialspelltemple@gmail.com or specialspelltemple@outlook.com

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  83. I have a great joy writing this article to share the wonderful work Dr Adura, I never believed in Spells or Magic until I met this special spell caster called Dr Adura,the woman i wanted to marry left me 2 months to our weeding ceremony and my life was turned upside down,she was with me for 4 years and i really love her so much,she left me for another man with no reasons,when i called her she never picked up my calls and she don’t want to see me around her,but one day i was checking a friend blog when i suddenly saw a comment on how Dr Adura helped a man to bring back his ex lover,so i contacted his email, draduraspelltemple@gmail.com thereafter i told him about my present situation and Dr Adura review to me that the other man has done some spells on my woman and that is the reason why she left me,Dr Adura promise me that he will help me to cast a spell to bring her back to me,at first i was skeptical but i just gave it a try,In 3 day,she called me herself and came to me apologizing,I cant believe she can ever come back to me again but now i am happy she’s back and we are married now and we live as a happy family,With the help of Dr Adura your situation can be turnaround contact his email:draduraspelltemple@gmail.com or his mobile:+2347089978383.

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  84. Hello i am nesa by name, my respectable guest,i am writing this article to tell the world on how Dr.odinaka brought my ex boyfriend back to me,for about one year and two months me and my ex boyfriend has been living happily together,i couldn't believe my eye when he came up to me one day and told me,it over between us for days i was so down folded,but surprisingly my problem was changed when i saw people testifying Dr.odinaka for bringing their ex-lover back to them,so immediately i contact his email: odinakaspiritualtemple@gmail.com indeed Dr.odinaka is a great spell caster that helped me to bring my ex boyfriend back,i told him about my situation and and then he gave me instructions,which i obeyed cordially and before 48 hours my ex boyfriend came back to me crawling and begging me to accept him back and also swear to me that he would never ever leave me heartbroken again for any other woman,today my story is totally changed,i know there are lot of people facing this same challenges,Dr.odinaka is the right solution to your problem viewers,visit his email odinakaspiritualtemple@gmail.com

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  85. Hello my respectable guest,i am writing this article to tell the world on how Dr.Ofemo brought my ex boyfriend back to me,for about one year and two month me and my ex boyfriend has been living happily together,i couldn't believe my eye when he came up to me one day and told me,it over between us for days i was so down folded,but surprisingly my problem was changed when i saw people testifying Dr.Ofemo for bringing their ex-lover back to them,so immediately i contact his email: drofemospelltemple@gmail.com indeed Dr.Ofemo is a great spell caster that helped me to bring my ex boyfriend back,i told him about my situation and and then he gave me instructions,which i obeyed cordially and before 24 hours my ex boyfriend came back to me crawling and begging me to accept him back and also swear to me that he would never ever leave me heartbroken again for any other woman,today my story is totally changed,i know there are lot of people facing this same challenges,Dr.Ofemo is the right solution to your problem viewers,visit his email drofemospelltemple@yahoo.com or his Mobil number:+2348163387496 his website:http://drofemospelltemple.wix.com/dr-ofemo

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  86. I DON'T DO THINGS LIKE THIS (PUBLICITY) AM EMOTIONALLY MOVED FOR ITS A
    PROMISE TO THIS UNFORGETTABLE MAN DR DANIEL KESHIE.
    I am Bella from Brazil,i am saying this to the world that my husband who left me for the past 2 years is back home. All this happened with the help of dr keshie a powerful spell caster.
    For those 2 years my husband left me, i was not myself and i felt this life had come to an end all because i love my husband so much and would do anything needed from me just to have him back. Anything i did to bring him back was not working it was seeming each time i tried to have him back the further he was going away from me i was hopeless and helpless until one day i saw a testimony of Ruth saying how the great dr keshie brought back her ex lover. I was not convinced though. but as time went on i kept on seeing more testimonies about dr keshie and i said to myself with a strong faith of mind, it will be a thing of the past if i contact this man. I contacted him really on his email keshiespiritualtemple@gmail.com; I explained myself to him, what he said was so surprising to the extent i was kind of happy even when my husband was not back yet, this was what he said to me"he doesn't collect fund, what he needs is giving testimonies like this and giving him little to buy items for casting the spell for help needy like me, then i did accordingly to what he asked me. Behold everybody, i still can not believe now my husband is with me after all that happened between me and him because i thought he would not call me his sweet names again, truly when he left me i had many things on my mind of negative that i would murder myself if this great man dr keshie could not help me, which he did, why am i saying all this is because i thought he wasn't real and he couldn't bring my husband back to me because then, i didn't believe it was true bringing one's love back on the internet; what is surprising me to this time is, in not more than 3 days after casting the spell my husband who swore with his life that he would never come back to me again, came back not only that, kneeling down begging me he shouldn't have left me at first.Till now we are never having any mis-understanding again because we now get to understand each other. Even before my husband left, we had little problem on coping in the family because no enough fund which i also complained of and explained to him; after all, when dr keshie brought him back everything changed and now we are building our other house as am testifying now, my two daughters are now in the higher school that they were not before because we now live financially well. All i want to say is thanks and i know is not enough for him but nevertheless, great thanks to THE GREAT DRKESHIE for the help he rendered me if you need help in your Marriage, relationship and even he told me he solves any problem so here his email Address, keshiespiritualtemple@gmail.com, so contact him and see his awesome powers.To me he's a clue to one's problem.

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  87. Trust me i was lucky to have gotten these details greatogudugu@gmail.com online which belong to a powerful spell caster called Dr.Ogudugu, My relationship was not in good mood because in recent times i kept seeing myself having problems with my lover. Things eventually got out of hand when my lover opened up to me that she has decided to move on because she has some one else in her life and that was how my relationship was broken until i saw this powerful spell caster contact information on the internet and he was able to restore my relationship by getting my lover back to me.

    HELP ME THANK DR.OGUDUGU, HIS TESTED AND TRUSTED SPELL CASTER.

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  88. Hello my name is Sandra, I hail from Manchester,UK. I want to testify and thank Dr Zebulu who brought my boyfriend back to me. I had a problem with my boyfriend and which lead us apart for six months, when he left me I was not normal again because I really love him,until a very good friend of mine introduced me to Dr Zebulu who I contacted via his email address given to me by my friend. After I discussed with him,he assured me that my boyfriend will come back. Dr Zebulu cast a spell and not up to 24hours my boyfriend called me and asking me to forgive him that it won't happen again. Indeed Dr Zebulu is genuine and powerful. I owe him a lot for what he have done for Me.I encourage you to meet Dr Zebulu if you are in need of relationship help because he is tested and trusted. Dr Zebulu is also capable of curing HIV/AID ,Arthritis,Diabetes,Cancer,herpes and others. You can contact him via his email address: dr.zebulu.takofa.spell.temple@gmail.com

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  89. I promise to share this testimony all over the world once my boyfriend return back to me, and today with all due respect i want to thank Dr ocusodo for bringing joy and happiness to my relationship and my family. I want to inform you all that there is a spell caster that is real and genuine. I never believed in any of these things until i loosed my boyfriend, I required help until i found Dr ocusodo a male spell caster, And he cast a love spell for me, and he assured me that I will get my boyfriend back in two days after the spell has been cast. two days later, my phone rang, and so shockingly, it was my boyfriend who has not called me for long, and made an apology for the heart break, and told me that he is ready to devote the rest of his life with me. priceless released him up to know how much i loved and wanted him. And opened his eyes to picture how much we have to share together. As I’m writing this testament right now I’m the cheeriest girl on earth and me and my fiance is living a happy life and our love is now stronger than how it were even before our break up. So that’s why I promised to share my testimony all over the universe. All thanks goes to priceless for the excessive work that he has done for me. Below is his email address in situation,email: drocusodospellcaster@gmail.com OR drocusodospellcaster@yahoo.com his contact number +2348105578036 you are undergoing a heart break, and I assure you that as he has done mine for me, he will definitely help you too. drocusodospellcaster@gmail.com OR drocusodospellcaster@yahoo.com

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  90. I read some testimonies about a love spell caster by Dr.Trust on how he has helped lots of people in bringing back their ex lovers within 48hours, Sincerely I was just thinking if that was real and if this man could really help bring back my lover whom I love so much. I decided to contact him because I love my boyfriend very much and we have been apart for a couple of months I really missed him so much, I have tried all other means to get him back but couldn’t.I contacted Dr.Trust and he told me that my ex will come back to me in the next 48 hours,Dr.Trust released him up to know how much i loved and wanted him. And opened his eyes to picture how much we have share together. My ex is now back to me again.As I`m writing this testimony right now I`m the most happiest girl on earth and me and my boyfriend is living a happy life and our love is now stronger than how it were even before our break up.All thanks goes to Dr.Trust for the excessive work that he has done for me by helping me to get back with my ex boyfriend. I would like to drop Dr.Trust mail address and hope you see this testimony and contact him if you have a lover that you really want back so badly, His mail: Ultimatespellcast@gmail.com or Ultimatespellcast@yahoo.com all call him +2348156885231. Via web sit: http://ultimatespellcast8.wix.com/ultimatespellcast

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  91. !!! How (Dr.Goodluck) Help Me Save My Marriage & Avoid Divorce !!!


    Life is all about the good and bad experience, my husband left me but now i can't really believe that i am with my Ex-Husband again after he left me and the 3 kids i thank Dr Goodluck of (goodluck05spellcaster@gmail.com) for helping me getting back my man again, My Name is Mandy Divanna from England and my man name is Mr Raymond, my happiness turn to bitterness,my joy turn to sorrow,my love turn to hate, i was hurting REAL bad when my husband broke up with me few month ago,i was so frustrated and i could not know what next to do again, i was so unthinkable and i could not concentrate any more, i love my husband so much but he was cheating on me with another woman and this makes him broke up with me so that he can be able to get marry to the other lady and this lady i think cast a spell on my husband to make him hate me and my kids and this was so critical and uncalled-for,I cry all day and night for God to send me a helped to get back my man until i went to Westmoreland to see a friend and who was having he same problem with me but she latter got her Husband back and i asked her how she was able to get her husband back and she told me that their was a powerful spell caster in Africa name DR Goodluck that he help with love spell in getting back lost lover's back and i decided to contacted the same Dr Goodluck and he told me what is needed to be done for me to have my man back and i did it although i doubted it but i did it and the Dr told me that i will get the result after 24hours, and he told me that my husband was going to call me by 9pm in my time and i still doubted his word, to my surprise my husband really called me and told me that he miss me so much Oh My God i was so happy, and today i am happily with my man again and we are joyfully living together as one good family and i thank the powerful spell caster Dr Goodluck of goodluck05spellcaster@gmail.com, he is so powerful and i decided to share my story on the internet that good spell casters still exist and Dr Goodluck is one of the good spell caster who i will always pray to live long to help his children in the time of trouble, if you are there and your lover is turning you down, or you have your husband moved to another woman, do not cry anymore contact the powerful spell caster Dr Goodluck on his email: goodluck05spellcaster@gmail.com or you can call him on his mobile +2349059610309 and he will answer you, i am a living testimony and i will continue to testify of his goodness in my family,he turn my family to paradise and today we are all happy together Dr Goodluck i say thank you in one million times thanks Dr.also contact him on his web site http://goodluck05spellcaster.yolasite.com

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  92. Hello my respectable guest,i am writing this article to tell the world on how Dr.Ofemo brought my ex boyfriend back to me,for about one year and two month me and my ex boyfriend has been living happily together,i couldn't believe my eye when he came up to me one day and told me,it over between us for days i was so down folded,but surprisingly my problem was changed when i saw people testifying Dr.Ofemo for bringing their ex-lover back to them,so immediately i contact his email: drofemospelltemple@gmail.com indeed Dr.Ofemo is a great spell caster that helped me to bring my ex boyfriend back,i told him about my situation and and then he gave me instructions,which i obeyed cordially and before 24 hours my ex boyfriend came back to me crawling and begging me to accept him back and also swear to me that he would never ever leave me heartbroken again for any other woman,today my story is totally changed,i know there are lot of people facing this same challenges,Dr.Ofemo is the right solution to your problem viewers,visit his email drofemospelltemple@yahoo.com or his Mobil number:+2348163387496 his website:http://drofemospelltemple.wix.com/dr-ofemo

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  93. I am Eva Sally, I want to use this possible means to appreciate one man i hold in sincere gratitude and high esteem for his help and his kindness he has rendered to me. I want to say A BIG THANK YOU to dr.trust, indeed you are the WORLD GREATEST. without compromising words, dr.trust helped me in getting back my long lost relationship. he did a perfect job by casting a spell on my ex which made him to come back to me and beg for forgiveness. He now love me and treat me very good. friends out here please i plead with you search no further for spammers who act as real spell casters, the REALEST AND MOST TRUE SPELL CASTER is DR.TRUST THE WORLD GREATEST. he is so true to his words and his words are substantial.email him Ultimatespellcast@yahoo.com or Ultimatespellcast@gmail.com call him (+2348156885231) email him through his web site http://ultimatespellcast8.wix.com/ultimatespellcast


    I am Eva Sally, I want to use this possible means to appreciate one man i hold in sincere gratitude and high esteem for his help and his kindness he has rendered to me. I want to say A BIG THANK YOU to dr.trust, indeed you are the WORLD GREATEST. without compromising words, dr.trust helped me in getting back my long lost relationship. he did a perfect job by casting a spell on my ex which made him to come back to me and beg for forgiveness. He now love me and treat me very good. friends out here please i plead with you search no further for spammers who act as real spell casters, the REALEST AND MOST TRUE SPELL CASTER is DR.TRUST THE WORLD GREATEST. he is so true to his words and his words are substantial.email him Ultimatespellcast@yahoo.com or Ultimatespellcast@gmail.com call him (+2348156885231) email him through his web site http://ultimatespellcast8.wix.com/ultimatespellcast

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  94. My name is Jessie Bender from USA My boyfriend and I were happy as far as I could tell and I never thought that we would break up. When his cousin died in a tragic car accident he went back to Philippine for a week to be with his family. I could not go because I was in the middle of entertaining out of town clients for work. He did not seem to be upset that I could not go so I let him be. The next thing that I know, he reconnected with an old friend from high school that he had a crush on years ago and they started to have an affair! I had no clue what was going on until a month after he came back from Philippine.He proceeded to see both her and I until I caught him testing her one night. I confronted him and he told me the truth about what happened. We broke up and went our separate ways. Neither of us fought for our relationship. I was angry and decided not to be upset about it and just keep it moving. Then after about a month of not speaking to him I became sad. I wanted him to tell me that he wanted to be with me and not her. I contacted Dr .Ogala for a love spell and he totally helped me! he was able to get him to miss me to where he wanted to get back together again. He had a lot of regrets and felt bad for not fighting to keep me and for cheating in general. He values our relationship so much more now and we are together now! You can also get your lover back with the help of Dr. Ogala contact him through hise mail: Holyspellcast@yahoo.com.or holyspellcast@hotmail.com through his website:http://holyspellcast.wix.com/holyspellcast and you can also call him +2348039456308 THANKS..

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  95. Dr Miracle is a real spell caster, he is so powerful, unique, and amazing. Dr Miracle restored happiness to my life again by bringing my husband back to me with his powers. Dr Miracle is a gifted and a very powerful good man and if not for him what would my life turn to? Dr Miracle may your good gods continue to bless you for your good deeds. Dr Miracle words can not express how much good you have done for me and i believe that even a thousand words won't be enough to describe your good great works. If you are facing any spiritual problem i advice you not to cry just contact Dr Miracle on his email or and his web site and he will solve all your problems. Contact him on his email:
    homeoflightandsolution@yahoo.com and this is his website: http://homeoflightandsolution.webs.com/ contact him and get your solution now. Thank you Dr Miracle for you are indeed miraculous.

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