Friday, March 21, 2014

Shards

I wriggle in the over-stuffed chair, shifting my knees from side-to-side, searching for something to say to fill the silence.

My therapist gazes patiently at me. Long pauses don't bother her one bit.

"The thing is....", I begin.

She waits.

"The thing about blowing up your life is that you get to sift through the ashes, searching for the remains - the shards - that really mean something to you."

I speak in the second person, because it's too hard too say "me" or "I".  I pretend I'm speaking about some other person, a stranger I'm observing, perhaps.

"Interesting analogy", she says after a beat. "But it sound rehearsed, like you've said it before."

As usual, she's right. That little analogy is what I say to people who ask me how I'm doing.  I'm scrambling for the blessings in this mess, and that visual seems to relieve people of their worry.  They comment on how I'm being brave, how it's important to find the gifts in hardship.

With a sheepish grin, I nod.   "Yup."

"Tell me about the shards, then," she says.  "Which ones are most important to you?"

I brighten.  This is an easy one.  "My kids. My husband. My family. My friends."

"What isn't a shard that surprises you?"  she asks.

I think for a moment.  "My businesses. I mean, I still care deeply about Shining Strong, but it's in very capable hands. I want to keep making jewelry, but I feel so overwhelmed these days that I sit at my desk and just stare into space.  I'm done with all the crazy running around, and it's a relief."

She waits, poker faced, as I stare at my hands.  I sense I've answered wrong, and say so.

"Why do you think there is a right or wrong answer to my questions?" she asks in that infuriating rhetorical way that therapists have.

I look at her, helplessly, and shift my legs again.  I take a sip of tea.  "Well, because, you're clearly after something, and I don't know what it is."

"Ellie, we're talking about YOU.  Not me.  You do realize that, don't you?"

I stifle a surge of rage.  Of course I know we're talking about me. But, see, I don't know me very well anymore. I thought I did. I had it all worked out: mother, entrepreneur, recovery advocate, wife, daughter, friend.

She sighs. "I'm just wondering how come you aren't a shard, too", she says, quietly.

My eyes widen. "I didn't realize that was a option?" I stammer, as though her question were a multiple choice test.

"Exactly," she says.

As I drive home I realize the shard analogy is more than just a thing that I say to people. I feel shattered, stripped bare, raw. Things have happened. Things I won't talk about here.  Not yet.  I am keeping my life small, safe and very quiet.

I am trying to figure out how to just be.  Just be Ellie, whoever she is when the world isn't watching, when there are no demands for my time, when it's just me in my cozy home with my family.

I feel broken into a thousand shards myself, having fought as hard as I could against the pressures of the past few years, against my old nemeses depression and anxiety and addiction.

Words, for the first time I can remember, don't come easily.  All I know is that I give up.  And not in the scary way; in the healing way.  I feel like I have been trapped underwater, my foot tangled in weeds, with my lips mere inches from the surface.  I have struggled, kicked and thrashed as hard as I could thinking sweet freedom was just within my reach.

I didn't know that freedom would be mine if I would just stop kicking, let my body go limp and sink, loosening the hold these demons had on me.

I am a fighter. I've had to be.  For all the writing I have done about surrender, I missed something important: the bravest warriors know when to surrender.  Rushing headlong into a battle you can't win with brute force isn't courage, it's folly.

And so I sit. I sit in overstuffed chairs and wriggle. I sit in recovery meetings and listen. And cry. And talk.  I sit with the stillness of my life and the roaring silence in my mind.

And bit by bit, I pick up each shard, examine it, and ask myself where it fits with my life,  With me.

With whoever I am becoming.


72 comments:

  1. "I sit with the stillness of my life and the roaring silence in my mind."

    Beautiful.

    It's good to see you here, Ellie. You have been missed.

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  2. Ellie, I'm so glad to hear from you. Take the time you need, there's no hurry. Just check in on occasion. I think you're a perfectionist, so you don't want to post until you've crafted each word, each thought, perfectly. It's okay to post just to say that you're figuring things out.
    Take care of yourself.

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  3. You, my friend, are amazing! When I explain to others an extremely low point of my life, I compared it to falling through thin ice, unable to breathe, I can see the hole in the ice where I desperately try to surface in order to take a breath. I was unable to get there by my own forces. It was when my family and friends (you included!) made that human chain across the ice and reached in with a life saving hand. I couldn't do it myself, regardless of my resolve. Grab that hand Ellie! We're here for you!

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  4. I follow your blog, I love it. But nothing about this recovery journey makes sense to me. I am not really happier in my sober life than I was in my drinking life. I celebrate and admire those who can be. I like to drink, I can't. It is not fair. Recovery and all the recovery lingo and bloggers and literature, etc. is not always helpful and is very complicated to me, I don't fit in either world....and maybe that is just the way it is... No one has all the answers ... being a human is a scary thing. Alcohol helps... until it doesn't and then we are left trying to find what does....

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  5. Pure love...for this post and for you.

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  6. I am not sure what touched me more...your writing or the comment by Anonymous. Being a human IS a scary thing. We all go searching to find a way to fix it. We can't. We are born broken into a broken world. The surrender you speak of is what we all need. Surrender to a God who is the only one who can help with that brokeness. I believe we all walk and search to find that answer until we find it. Still praying for you Ellie, I have missed your words.

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  7. I am so sorry you're struggling. When I got sober, I, too, filled my life up with busyness. I was on a medication, which also helped. But after three years of being sober, I had to take a leave from work this year, I just couldn't go back. I'm a square peg in a round hole where I work. I'm super sensitive, feel everyone's emotions, and life can be hard for those like me. And maybe you.

    But here's what my newer therapist/spiritual advisor/guru kind of guy taught me: I have to figure out how to be OK in a hostile energy world. And it's hard! But the more I cry, acknowledge my "dark night of the soul," the less anxiety I have. I have to still be careful what I expose myself to, I can't watch cruelty to animals, for instance, and I need to be in nature a lot and make sure I exercise, but I am ok with being in my dark night. I know blessings and lessons will come from this, so I stay home, make art, only do what I want until I go back to work, and heal. Heal from ignoring the pain of the world for 40 years. Heal from trying to drink it all away.

    John O'Donohue's works, written and audio, are a huge comfort to me. So are Thomas More's "Dark Night of the Soul," and "Care of the Soul." It's ok to be sad, it's ok to feel the pain of the earth. Some of us are born to feel this, and it won't kill us. But I always remember, drinking will only make things worse. At least now, no matter how sad I get, I am living an authentic life. Being honest with the me I am getting to know. And that is really our journey, isn't it? To grow, evolve, move on.

    I hope something I said may resonate with you. I wish you peace.

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  8. Beautiful post and writing and also touched by all the caring comments. What a great community here. Hope you continue to find what you need to heal. Thank you for sharing here.

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  9. Sometimes the leaving is as necessary as the coming back. We learn from both. I try not to get too smug about the coming back, nor too harsh with myself about the leaving. And I really like you, friend.

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  10. Glad to hear from you. Your words are beautiful. There is no answer to life. Obviously not drinking is the right way so that is good. But it is not easy and the demons will be there every single day. Take time just to be. When your kids are at school, read a book, watch a movie, listen to music....it's OK. You don't always have to BE something or be doing something or going somewhere. You are a beautiful, wonderful person.

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  11. I've read your blog for a while but haven't commented. This post made me come back twice. Thank you - you've articulated a lot of what's in my head.

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  12. Good blog. Stuart A. Kaplowitz, MFT
    www.encouragingyourlife.com

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  14. Well written and I could identify quite a lot. I am a recovering alcoholic and I am also a writer. I have a recovery blog at http://www.essentialsofrecovery.com and I also run a writers blog where I post tutorials, competitions, poetry competitions, videos etc the url is http://www.seanocarolan.com

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  24. !!! How Dr.Ukaka Save My Broken Heart Of Marriage Today !!!


    Glorious be unto Dr. Ukaka the great man and ever, my name is Sarah from Taxes city usa. since 1 and a half year I have witness what is called heart broken. my boyfriend that promised me marriage failed me and impregnate me and leave,he dump me,he stop calling" he stop picking my calls,and he no longer respond to me. I have be looking for solution,I fall into the hands of fake spell caster,they rough me off and took my money without help.I have cried,I have weep"and tears runs out of eyes. The silentness in my heart brought me to the deepest path of failure that I lost my job. Crying all day,because of my life was lonely. So thanks to Ukaka that came into my life and brought me the greatest joy that was lost. I saw his mail while browsing and I contact and tell him what I am passing through with no doubt because what saw about him,was enough to believe. And I was given words of solution on what to do. I can't really help thinking about it I have tried to see what I can do, I manage to provide him some materials and he help me with the rest,after casting the spell, 12hrs later he came with rose on his hand and I was even about going out,i saw him in front of my door when he sees me he knee and said he is dying I should forgive him and accept him back he was crying,I can't wait to let him finish I quickly crab him and kiss him, just then" he said he is restless without me, just as the prophet has said he will be. He brought out a ring and put it on my hand. Our wedding day was scheduled,1week after we got married. today makes it 2weeks and we are living happily I don't know how to praise him enough, he has done me a thing I can never forget. And I can't really share to myself alone, I want y'all to help me praise him because if it is wasn't for him I already plan of committing suicide. But right now I am now so happy more than I was before. And you out there crying for help you've already got one,Ukaka is the man that you need in all rampart. contact his address if you need his service, freedomlovespell@hotmail.com also contact him on his web site: freedomlovespelltemple.yolasite.com

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  25. My name is Camille bruno Valdez my partner and I have been trying for a baby for over two years now, We were going to a fertility clinic for about 5 months before somebody told us to contact this spell caster who is so powerful, We contacted him at this email; arewaspecialisttemple@yahoo.com, for him to help us, then we told him our problem, he told us that we will either conceive in February 2014 or March 2014,but after two years of trying we were at a point where we were willing to try anything. And I'm glad we came to Dr Dahiru, Because his pregnancy spell cast put us at ease, and I honestly believe him, and his gods really helped us as well, I am thankful for all he has done. contact him via email: arewaspecialisttemple@yahoo.com if you are trying to get a baby or want your lover back. he has powers to do it, he has done mine, you can as well add him on facebook (Drdahiru Arewa) To enable you have a taste of his nice work too.

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  26. My ex-boy dumped me 7 months ago after I accused him of seeing another woman and insulting him.I want him back in my life but he refused to have any contact with me.He changed his line,block me from sending him email and facebook.I was so confuse and don't know what to do. So I reach to the internet for help and I saw a testimonies of how this powerful spell caster help them to get their ex back. So I contact the spell caster whose name is Dr OKAYA and explain my problem to him and he cast a spell for me and assure me of 2days that my ex will return to me, and to my greatest surprise the Second day my ex came knocking at my door and ask me to forgive him.I am so happy that my love is back again. Once again thank you Dr OKAYA,you are truly talented and gifted. Email: OKAYASPELLHELP@GMAIL.COM . He is the only answer to your problems.He can be of great help and I will not stop publishing his name for the good work he did for me and people are still talking about him on the Internet. OKAYASPELLHELP@GMAIL.COM

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  27. I am Quarshie Roberta from united kingdom, my heart is filled with so much joy today because of what DR OKAYA has done in my life. I got married to my loving husband 4 years ago and we were living a happy life together as young couples and everything was moving on smoothly without know disturbance, two months later I went to check up in the clinic and the doctor confirmed that I am three weeks pregnant with my heart filled with joy and my face full of smile and laughter I run down home to brake the good news to my dearly husband and he was very happy about the news and that night is a night I will always live to remember, to cut the story short after I have put to birth he was very happy you to see our bouncing baby boy, but along the line and all of a sudden he started keeping late night and going to club and doing the things he don't use to do before, and one mourning I confronted him about his new attitude but he ignore my advice, but to my greatest surprise I discover my husband have a mistress in his working place and they were seeing each other after work hour. on one faithful night my husband came back home and started packing all his belongings and told me that he is tired of me that he is filing for a annulment not knowing that his mistress has cast love spell on him that was why he was acting strange so I told my friend Grace in my working place so she gave me this contact OKAYASPELLHELP@GMAIL.COM and ask me to contact him that he will help me to bring back my husband in noon less than two days so when I got home I contact him and he told me that my husband is under a great love spell but he promise to help bring back my husband which he actually did within the period of two days. I was surprise to see my husband on one blessed mourning kneeling at my doorstep asking for my forgiveness saying it is the work of the devil that he did not know when he did what he has done and I forgave him and today we are living happily together. all thanks to great Dr. OKAYA for his great help in my family for helping me to restore my lost joy to my family, in-case you have similar case or even worst than my own your can contact him with his EMAIL ADDRESS: OKAYASPELLHELP@GMAIL.COM or through his phone number: +2348078291904

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  28. I'm fill with joy in my heart i want to use this opportunity as a way of appreciation for the help that Dr.EKPEN TEMPLE whose contact details are +2347050270218 or ekpentemple@gmail.com render to me. Few weeks ago i lost my lover to another guy but through the help of Dr.EKPEN TEMPLE i was able to get my lover back within the period of 48hours. Thank you so much Dr.EKPEN TEMPLE for a perfect work well done.

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  29. My name is Beatrix i thank Priest Ajigar for the help he gave to me for i never thought any thing could make my husband come back and take me as his wife again after he broke up with me and left to settle down with another woman who never Knew how we both suffered and share feelings together in USA but thank God today i was lucky to see this great spell caster on a site after seeing a lots of testimony and good work he have done in the lives of people helping them to get their ex,husbands and wife renewing their relationship i was convinced and i contacted him and just in 3 days after the spell was casted my beloved husband came looking for me and right now we are together again and he is taking care of me and the little kids as his responsibilities and family.I advice today if you are looking for a real and powerful spell caster just know that Priest Ajigar is a very powerful and a genuine spell caster and he don’t do dark or black magic here is his email(priestajigarspells@live.com)

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  30. My name is Maria and i want to testify of the good work done by a faithful Dr Osoba, a spell caster. in my life i never thought there is such thing as spiritual intercession. my problem started nine months back when the father of my kids started putting up some strange behavior, i never knew he was having an affair outside our matrimonial home. it dawn on me on that faithful day 19th of july 21st 4:23pm when he came to the house to pick his things that was when i knew that situation has gotten out of hand and he then told me he was quitting the marriage which i have built for over five years, i was confused and dumbfounded i called on family and friends but to no avail. two months after i started having problem with my kids welfare rent-age and all of it, i really went through hell. until a day i was browsing on the internet and i happen to meet a spell caster i never believed on this but i needed my man back so i gave the spell caster my problem at first i never trusted him so i was just doing it but you know a problem shared is half solved after a week my husband called me telling me that he his coming back home and that was all. now we are living happily and i still do contact him on this email: osobaspelltemple@yahoo.com

    Contact him via email:osobaspelltemple@yahoo.com

    THANKS,
    MARIA

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  31. DR AZURA, is the real spell caster. I tried
    all those people and
    I was really slammed until one day I came
    crying to my friend asking to help me with
    my confusion. She later told me about DR AZURA which my mind really urged me to
    give a try. She testified about how DR AZURA
    brought back her Ex-lover in less than 3
    days and reversed the effect
    of her lost womb, and at the end of her
    story she gave me Dr imade's email address. I decided to give
    Dr AZURA a try though with doubt. I
    contacted him via email and explained my
    problem to him. In just 3 days, my Hubby
    came begging. We resolved our issues,
    and we are even happier than before, am
    pregnant now to God be the glory. Dr
    AZURA is really a gifted man and I will not
    stop publishing him because he is a
    wonderful man... Come to think of it I
    didn't pay much and all I have to do is tell
    the world about this wonderful man. Even
    my pastor said that God works
    mysteriously, that some men are used by
    God to help others. If you have a problem
    and you are looking for a real and genuine
    spell caster to solve all your problems for
    you. Contact Dr AZURA anytime, he is the
    answer to your problems. Here's his
    email address:azuraspellhome@gmail.com

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  32. I am Natasha mchl, I want to use this possible means to appreciate one man i hold in sincere gratitude and high esteem for his help and his kindness he has rendered to me. I want to say A BIG THANK YOU to high priest ozigididon, indeed you are the WORLD GREATEST. without compromising words, high priest ozigididon helped me in getting back my long lost relationship and also bring back my life to lime light when i thought all was gone. I am a new creature now with the help of his powerful spell. friends out here please i plead with you search no further for spammers who act as real spell casters, the REALEST AND MOST TRUE SPELL CASTER is HIGH PRIEST OZIGIDIDON THE WORLD GREATEST. he is so true to his words and his words are substantial. contact him now on highpriestozigididon@gmail.com he is more than willing to assist anyone who needs his help. highpriestozigididon@gmail.com I AM GRATEFUL HIGH PRIEST OZIGIDIDON

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  33. i am Mrs Jenifer from USA .I never believe in spells and magic until I experienced one sometime s ago and it really worked for me.I was in love with this guy and he is in love with me too for 3years and we making preparations to get married but to my surprise,his parents didn’t want his hand in the marriage cos of the religion difference.I was about loosing my man to another lady under the influence of his parents until I met a spell caster on net that claimed he can help me out.He helped me cast a very strong spell that helped change his parents mind and i noticed also that my man love for me has greatly increased.We are happily married now with kids.People with similar problems can contact the spell caster Email: celynspellcaster@gmail.com us if you doubt us just give us a Email, and your problems will be solved.....

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  34. Hi everyone, I do hope my post gets read and hopefully helps somebody along the line.i will never forget the help Dr Papa temple render to me in my marital life. i have been married for 4 years now and my husband and i love each other very dearly . after 3 years of our marriage my husband suddenly change he was having an affair with a lady outside,i notice it then i was praying for divine intervention the thing became more serious i told my pastor about it we prayed but nothing happen. my husband just came home one day he pick up his things and left me and the kids to his mistress outside at this time i was confuse not knowing what to do again because i have lost my husband and my marriage too. i was just checking my mails in the office when i saw someone sharing her testimony on how Dr Papa temple help her out with her marital problems so i contacted the email of Dr papa i told him my problem and i was told to be calm that i have come to the right place that i should fill some information concerning my self i did after 30 minus he called me again congratulating me that my problems will be solve within 48 hours. he told me what went wrong with my husband and how it happen.that they will restored my marriage but i will make a free donation to their Papa home anything my heart told me. to my greatest surprise my husband came to my office begging me on his knees that i should find a place in my heart to forgive him i quickly ask him up that i have forgiven him.friends your case is not too hard why don't you give Dr papa a try they work surprises because i know they will also bring back your husband. contact him via supremetemple@hotmail.com(supremetemple@hotmail.com)

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  35. I want to give thanks to the great man called Dr.EKPEN TEMPLE who saved me from the court case i had. I was in some kind of trouble and i was charged to court with a lot of evidence hanging all over my neck so i was so scared because i taught i was going to be jailed. I had no choice than to look for back up solution. During my search on the internet i came across Dr.EKPEN TEMPLE contact information after contacting Dr.EKPEN TEMPLE he told me that everything will be okay. And on the day of my court hearing i was so surprised that the judge cancelled all evidence against me and granted me bail. All these were possible through the great powers of Dr.EKPEN TEMPLE and you can contact him at: (ekpentemple@gmail. com) or call him on (+2347050270218)

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  36. i will love to share my testimony to you all the people in world i got married to my husband about 2 year ago we start having problems at home like we stop sleeping on the same bed,fighting about little things he always comes home late at night,drinking too much and sleeping with other women out side i have never love any man in my life except him. he is the father of my child and i don't want to loose him because we have worked so hard together to become what we are and have today .few month ago he now decided to live me and the kid,being a single mother can be hard sometimes and so i have nobody to turn to and i was heart broken.i called my mom and explain every thing to her,my mother told me about DR.okoro how he helped her solve the problem between her and my dad i was surprise about it because they have been without each other for three and a half years and it was like a miracle how they came back to each other. i was directed to DR. okoro on his email:okorospell@gmail.com and explain everything to him,so he promise me not to worry that he will cast a spell and make things come back to how we where so much in love again and that it was another female spirit that was controlling my husband he told me that my problem will be solved within two days if i believe i said OK So he cast a spell for me and after two days my love came back asking me to forgive him i Am so happy now. so that why i decided to share my experience with every body that have such problem contact Dr okoro the great spell caster on his email addresses okorospell@gmail.com

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  37. Thanks to Dr Brave for bringing back my wife,and brought great joy to my family???

    Hello to every one out here, am here to share the unexpected miracle that happened to me three days ago, My name is David Mark,i live in Texas,Usa.and I`m happily married to a lovely and caring wife,with two kids A very big problem occurred in my family seven months ago,between me and my wife so terrible that she took the case to court for a divorce she said that she never wanted to stay with me again,and that she did not love me anymore So she packed out of my house and made me and my children passed through severe pain. I tried all my possible means to get her back,after much begging,but all to no avail and she confirmed it that she has made her decision,and she never wanted to see me again. So on one evening,as i was coming back from work,i met an old friend of mine who asked of my wife So i explained every thing to her,so she told me that the only way i can get my wife back,is to visit a spell caster,because it has really worked for her too So i never believed in spell,but i had no other choice,than to follow her advice. Then she gave me the email address of the spell caster whom she visited.(bravespellcaster@gmail.com}, So the next morning,i sent a mail to the address she gave to me,and the spell caster assured me that i will get my wife back the next day what an amazing statement!! I never believed,so he spoke with me,and told me everything that i need to do. Then the next morning, So surprisingly, my wife who did not call me for the past seven {7}months,gave me a call to inform me that she was coming back So Amazing!! So that was how she came back that same day,with lots of love and joy,and she apologized for her mistake,and for the pain she caused me and my children. Then from that day,our relationship was now stronger than how it were before,by the help of a spell caster . So, was now stronger than how it were before,by the help of a spell caster . So, i will advice you out there to kindly visit the same website http://bravespellcaster.yolasite.com,if you are in any condition like this,or you have any problem related to “bringing your ex back. So thanks to Dr Brave for bringing back my wife,and brought great joy to my family once again.{bravespellcaster@gmail.com} , Thanks.

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  38. who ever is reading this testimony today should please celebrate with me and my family because it all started like a joke to some people and others said it was impossible. my name is Michael i live in Chicago i am happily married with two kids and a lovely wife something terrible happen to my family along the line, i lost my job and my wife packed out of my house because i was unable to take care of her and my kids at that particular time. i manage all through five years, no wife to support me to take care of the children and there come a faithful day that i will never forget in my life i met an old friend who i explain all my difficulties to, and he took me to a spell caster and and the name of the temple is called, DR Okundonor, i was assure that everything will be fine and my wife will come back to me after the wonderful work of Dr Okundonorgreatspell, my wife came back to me and today i am one of the richest man in my country. i advice you if you have any problem email him with this email: dr.okundonorgreatspell@gmail.com and you will have the best result. take things for granted and it will be take from you. i wish you all the best.

    Contact:( dr.okundonorgreatspell@gmail.com), or call he with this phone number, +2348137828640

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  39. My name is Camille bruno Valdez my partner and I have been trying for a baby for over two years now, We were going to a fertility clinic for about 5 months before somebody told us to contact this spell caster who is so powerful, We contacted him at this email; arewaspecialistttemple@gmail.com , for him to help us, then we told him our problem, he told us that we will either conceive in February 2014 or March 2014,but after two years of trying we were at a point where we were willing to try anything. And I'm glad we came to Dr Dahiru, Because his pregnancy spell cast put us at ease, and I honestly believe him, and his gods really helped us as well, I am thankful for all he has done. contact him via email: arewaspecialistttemple@gmail.com if you are trying to get a baby or want your lover back. he has powers to do it, he has done mine,

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  40. i just want to share my experience and testimony here.. i was married for 4 years to my husband and all of a sudden, another woman came into the picture.. he started hailing me and he was abusive. but i still loved him with all my heart and wanted him at all cost…then he filed for divorce. my whole life was turning apart and i didn’t know what to do .he moved out of the house and abandoned the kids.. so someone told me about trying spiritual means to get my husband back and introduced me to a spell caster…so i decided to try it reluctantly. although i didn’t believe in all those things… then when he did the special prayers and spell, after 2days, my husband came back and was pleading. he had realized his mistakes. I just couldn’t believe it..anyways we are back together now and we are happy. in case anyone needs this man, his email addressTRUELOVESPELLTEMPE@gmail.com his spells is for a better life. again his email is TRUELOVESPELLTEMPE@gmail.com

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  41. Hello to everyone here, I'm here to share the unexpected miracles that happened to me two days ago, My Name is Becky I live in United State, and I `m happily married to a lovely and caring husband, two children, a very big problem has occurred in the family seven months ago, between me and my husband so terrible that they took the case to court for divorce, he said that he never again to stay with me, and urging me not as he made the house and grabbed me and my children are passed through a lot of pain. I have tried all my possible means to get him back, after much begging, but all to no avail, and he confirmed that he made ??his decision, and he never wanted me to see her again. So one evening when I returned from work, I met an old friend of mine who asked my husband So I explained everything to her, so she told me that the only way I can get my husband back it is, visit a spell caster, because it really worked for them too so I never believed in spell, but I had no choice but to follow their advice. Then they gave me the email address of the caster, they visited. (drakugbespellhome@gmail.com}, so the next morning I sent an email to the address they gave me, and the spell caster assured me that I get my husband back the next day, what an astonishing statement, I have never believed, so that he spoke to me and told me everything I need to do. then the next morning, so suddenly, that my husband, who has not called me for the past {7} seven months, gave me a call to tell me that he come back So Amazing! So that was how he came back on the same day, with lots of love and joy, and they apologized for their mistake, and for the pain she has me and my children. then from that day, our relationship was stronger than now, as it were before, with the help of a spell caster. So, I'm going to visit to advise there please the same site drakugbespellhome@gmail com if you are in a state like this, or you have problems that bring on "your ex back. So many thanks to Dr. clement return for my husband and brought back great joy, my family. (drakugbespellhome@gmail.com} or call him on +2347061824880 via thank you .. you can contact him fore you own help

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  42. SPELL CASTER THAT HELP ME BRING BACK MY HUSBAND
    Hello every one i want to share my testimony how i got my husband back, my husband left my and my 2 kids and go for an other woman, when i saw both of them my heart was broken down, i told my best friend who was also having the same problem long time ago, she help me by given me Dr Ekpiku contact and i email Ekpikuspelltemple@live.com, he told me what to do after the casting of the love spell my husband that left home for 4 month run home and was asking for my forgiveness. thank you Ekpikuspelltemple@live.com for building my marriage contact him he can also be of help to you.

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  43. I NEVER BELIEVE ONE DAY I WILL GIVE TESTIMONIES ABOUT MY RELATIONSHIP. IT ALL HAPPEN THIS WAY FIVE YEARS AGO, MY HUSBAND STARTED CHEATING ON ME HE STOP CALLING ME, AND FIND PLEASURES IN GOING OUT WITH OTHER GIRLS, ANY TIME I CALL HIM THE TWO OPTIONS IS TO BOUNCE MY CALLS OR INSULT ME AND MY FAMILY. I WAS SO
    WORRIED BECAUSE I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AND WE ALREADY HAVE TWO KINDS. THINGS WAS GETTING FROM BAD TO WORST, I WAS GETTING SICK EVERY DAY, EATEN WAS ALSO A PROBLEM TO ME, BECAUSE I LOST MY APPETITE COMPLETELY, ONE DAY I MEET A FRIEND AND DISCUSS IT WITH HER, SHE TOLD ME TO CONTACT (DR AZIBA(, THAT HIS PROBLEM WAS WORST THEN MY BEFORE, THAT ONLY (DR AZIBA) CAN HELP ME with THIS SITUATION, AND I WAS A WOMAN WHO DOSE NOT BELIEVE IN SPELL, SO THE LAST TIME I CALLED MY MAN HE PICKED MY CALL, ALL I COULD HEAR FROM HIM IS TO TELL ME THAT HE HAS GOTTEN ANOTHER GIRL TO MARRY, AND THEY ARE IN SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP. I WAS SO CONFUSE AND I CALLED MY FRIEND (MARY) AND TOLD HER WHAT I JUST HAD FROM MY MAN. SHE STILL REMIND ME OF (DR AZIBA) THAT HE IS THE ONLY PERSON WHO CAN HELP ME SOLVED MY PROBLEM BY BRINGING MY MAN BACK TO ME. SO THERE WAS NO OPTION FOR ME I TOLD HER TO SEND ME THE EMAIL OF DR AZIBA. THAT WAS HOW I CONTACT (DR
    AZIBA FOR HELP. DR AZIBA ONLY TOLD ME THAT IT WILL ONLY TAKE HIM 48HOURS TO BRING MY HUSBAND BACK, I WAS SO SURPRISE IN 48HOURS TIME MY HUSBAND CAME BACK TO ME AND START BEGGING FOR FORGIVENESS, AND I ACCEPTED ALL HIS APOLOGIES BECAUSE I LOVE HIM SO MUCH, WE ARE NOW HAPPY FAMILY AND OUR KIDS ARE HAPPY WITH US.THANK YOU DR AZIBA FOR YOUR GOOD WORK, I WILL CONTINUE TESTIFYING FOR YOUR GOOD WORK, CONTACT HIM IF YOU NEED HIS HELP IN ANYTHING BOTH RELATION AND OUTSIDE RELATIONSHIP WITH HIS EMAIL ADDRESS. Priestazibasolutioncenter@gmail.com or call his mobile on +2348100368288
    once again thanks. Priestazibasolutioncenter@gmail.com

    1. He can help you cast a spell to get pregnant.
    2. He can help you cast a Promotion spell.
    3. He can help you cast Lottery spell.
    4. Spell of luck.
    5.he can help you cure any kind of sickness

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  44. GREAT DR. OFEMO THAT HELP ME SAVE MY RELATIONSHIP. Good Day everybody,
    My name is Lena Adams.am from the United State of America,This is a very happy day of my life with the help of Dr.Ofemo has rendered to me by helping me to get my divorce husband back with his magic power and love spell. i was married for 8 years and it was so terrible because my husband was really cheating on me, and was seeking for a divorce but when i came across Dr.Ofemo email on the internet on how he help so many people to get their ex back and help fixing relationship.and make people to be happy in their relationship. i explained my situation to him and then seek his help but to my greatest surprise he told me that he will help me with my case and here i am now celebrating because my Husband has change totally for good.he started begging me to forgive him that he is very sorry for everything, i was really surprised and was also happy, so that was how i forgive him and now we are living together happily than ever before,and He always want to be by me and can not do anything without my present. i am really happy with my marriage, what a great celebration. thank you Dr Ofemo who helped a lot, if you need his help you can contact him through email:drofemospelltemple@gmail.com or you can contact him through his website on http://drofemospelltemple.webs.com.

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  45. EMINI KOKORO SPIRITUAL TEMPLE has been established by forefathers of the 20th century and has been passed on to descendants till the present times .

    I welcome you in the name of EMINI KOKORO

    I want to let you know that there is nothing the gods cannot do.
    I render help to people whose homes are broken,those who want to meet their perfect life partner ,those who want their ex husband and ex wife to come back to them, those who are not being loved back as they love their partner..

    Below are also more of spiritual help I render :

    * Gettings your lover or husband back spell
    *meet your perfect partner spell
    *Affluence spell
    *Prosperity spell
    *Love spell
    *disability cure spell
    *Cancer cure spell
    *Madness cure spell
    *Tuberculosis spell
    *Regaining Lost weight and spell

    If you need any of these above helps, contact me via email

    (eminikokorospiritualhelp@hotmail.com)

    eminikokorospiritualhelp@hotmail.com


    I HAVE BEEN DOING IT BEFORE FOR MANY HOPELESS PEOPLE AND I CAN AND WILL STILL DO IT AGAIN.

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  46. GREAT DR. OFEMO THAT HELP ME SAVE MY RELATIONSHIP. Good Day everybody,
    My name is Lena Adams.am from the United State of America,This is a very happy day of my life with the help of Dr.Ofemo has rendered to me by helping me to get my divorce husband back with his magic power and love spell. i was married for 8 years and it was so terrible because my husband was really cheating on me, and was seeking for a divorce but when i came across Dr.Ofemo email on the internet on how he help so many people to get their ex back and help fixing relationship.and make people to be happy in their relationship. i explained my situation to him and then seek his help but to my greatest surprise he told me that he will help me with my case and here i am now celebrating because my Husband has change totally for good.he started begging me to forgive him that he is very sorry for everything, i was really surprised and was also happy, so that was how i forgive him and now we are living together happily than ever before,and He always want to be by me and can not do anything without my present. i am really happy with my marriage, what a great celebration. thank you Dr Ofemo who helped a lot, if you need his help you can contact him through email:drofemospelltemple@gmail.com or you can contact him through his website on http://drofemospelltemple1.webs.com/

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  47. NOW I DON’T WANNA TALK ABOUT MY LIFE BUT I
    HAVE FOLLOWED MOST OF THESE CRAPS AND GOT
    USED.
    MOST OF THESE PEOPLE TELLING YOU BEWARE THIS
    BEWARE THAT ARE BUNCH OF CRAPS AND SCAMS.
    THE ONLY MAN YOU CAN ACTUALLY TRUST ON
    SPELL IS DR ALUDA HIS EMAIL IS
    aludaspelltemple@gmail.com,
    I WOULD HAVE BROUGHT HIM RIGHT HERE IN THE
    STATES IF POSSIBLE.
    HE DID A WHOLE LOT OF THINGS WHICH I WILL
    REALLY MENTION HERE BUT THE MOST OF WHAT HE
    DID FOR ME WAS HELP ME BROUGHT MY EX BACK
    HE IS GREAT AND I MET HIM OVER THE
    INTERNET JUST AS EVERY OTHER PERSON HAS
    TESTIFIED
    BUT HE IS ACTUALLY REAL AND A VERY GOOD
    SPELL CASTER. I’M STILL VERY MUCH INDEBTED TO
    DR ALUDA FOR SAVING MY LIFE
    AND MY MARRIAGE. I WANT TO LET YA ALL KNOW
    THAT YOU DON’T HAVE TO TRY ANYBODY ELSE
    EXCEPT DR ALUDA.
    HIS EMAIL CONTACT IS aludaspelltemple@gmail.com

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  48. Join the great illuminati for Riches and been Famous contact +2348069724297 for membership today.

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  49. I never use to believe in spell casting until i met Great sokoto a powerful spell caster who helped me to be a happy person again. My name is grace wood and i reside in USA. After 3 years of Broken marriage, my husband left me with three kids. I felt like my life was about to end and i almost committed suicide, i was emotionally down for a very long time. Thanks to a Great spell caster called Great Baba which i met online on one faithful day when I was browsing through the internet, i came across a lot of testimonies about this particular Great spell caster how he has helped so many people. he has helped people to bring back their Ex lover, some testified that he restores womb, cure cancer and other sickness, and so on. I also came across a testimony, it was about a woman called Amanda, she testified about how his spell made her to be pregnant after so many years of bareness and at the end of her testimony she dropped Great Baba's email address. After reading all these, i decided to give it a try and i contacted him and explained my problem to him and he assured me that in less than 48 hours, my husband will call me and beg for forgiveness but i thought it will not work. When he had finished casting the spell, the next day my husband called me and he was begging for forgiveness just as Great Baba said. This is not brain washing and after the spell has been cast, i realized that my husband love me like never before and the spell caster opened him up to know how much i love him and how much love we need to share. We are even happier now than before. Great Sokoto is really a gifted man and i will not stop publishing him because he is a wonderful man. If you have a problem and you are looking for a real and a genuine spell caster to solve all your problems contact Great Sokoto now on sokotospelltemple@gmail.com or call +2348060015174 he will help you solve your problems. Once again thank you Great Baba for your good job may your temple live long.

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  50. HELLO:
    my name is Wilson Martin,i have been so frustrated after breaking up with Matt,i have been trying all my best to talk things over with him but he did just want to listen to me because of the new girl he just met, so on a faithful morning i met a friend of mine and i actually explained what happened between me and Mathew, and she laughed and told me that she also had the same problem and then asked me to contact a powerful spell caster that does white magic that is pure of the heart,because that was how she also got her man back with the help of this dr,so she gave me his email which is drokakalovespellcaster@hotmail.com and i thought to give it a try because i have not done it before as i am a christian,but she told me that the man does a pure magic.Matt called me three days after my contact with dr okaka that he want us to come back and start a good home and i was so surprised and shock that it could actually be for real, now we are happily married with two kids. All thanks to dr okaka for his spiritual help. You can contact him on his email if you have similar problem, or any solution you may need. job, divorce, promotion in you place of work, healing spell,money spell,protection spell,lottery spell,pregnancy spell etc.you can Contact him via email:drokakalovespellcaster@hotmail.com

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  51. Hello every body
    My Name is john smith from UK. I will love to share my testimony to all the people in the forum course i never thought i will have my girlfriend back and she means so much to me..The girl i want to get marry to left me 4 weeks to our wedding for another man..,When i called her she never picked my calls,She deleted me on her face book and she changed her face book status from engage to Single...when i went to her place of work she told her boss she never want to see me..I lost my job as a result of this cos i cant get myself anymore,my life was upside down and everything did not go smooth with my life...I tried all i could do to have her back to all did not work out until i met a Man when i Travel to Africa to execute some business have been developing some years back..I told him my problem and all have passed through in getting her back and how i lost my job...he told me he is going to help me...i don't believe that in the first place.but he swore he will help me out and he told me the reason why my girlfriend left me and also told me some hidden secrets.i was amazed when i heard that from him..he said he will cast a spell for me and i will see the results in the next couple of days..then i travel back to Germany the following day and i called him when i got home and he said he's busy casting those spells and he has bought all the materials needed for the spells,he said am gonna see positive results in the next 2 days that is Thursday...My girlfriend called me at exactly 3:15pm on Thursday and apologies for all she had done ..she said,she never knew what she's doing and her sudden behavior was not intentional and she promised not to do that again.it was like am dreaming when i heard that from her and when we ended the call,i called the man and told him my my girl friend called and he said i haven't seen anything yet... he said i will also get my job back in 3 days time..and when its Sunday,they called me at my place of work that i should resume work on Monday and they gonna compensate me for the time limit i have spent at home without working..My life is back into shape,i have my girlfriend back and we are happily married now with a baby boy and i have my job back too.This man is really powerful..if we have up to 20 people like him in the world,the world would have been a better place..he has also helped many of my friends to solve many problems and they are all happy now..Am posting this to the forum for anybody that is interested in meeting the man for help.you can mail him to victorylifelovespelltemple@gmail.com I can;t give out his number cos he told me he don't want to be disturbed by many people across the world..he said his email is okay and he also have a web site if you want to visit him there' he will replied to any emails asap..hope he helped u out too..good luck. Prophet Vicky of victorylifelovespelltemple@gmail.com is a great man..

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  52. Hello to every one out here,
    My name is: Brooke Maree, from USA.am here to shear my the unexpected miracle that has happen to me three days ago, I came across a post online talking about how she got her ex back to her with the help of the great spell caster called Dr omon who, i never believe this because i was just wondering how could this be, but i gave my self hope and i contact the spell caster. this is the unbelievable that has happened to me this December I was happily married and we had three kids, we lived together as one because we both loved each other but before i knew it, my husband started acting funny and cheating on me later on, he told me that he cannot continue with me so that was how he left me and my three kids without noting but there was noting i could do to stop him or bring him back to me I work so had to pay the children's schools fee and other responsibility i did this for good five years. I cry all day and night because i don't know what else to do to have my husband back to me until this faithful day i saw the post from one miss Nicole testifying how the high priest helped her to get her ex back I just wanted to try my luck because i never believe it will work but to my greatest surprise, am singing a new song i contacted the great priest on 2nd of December and he told me not to worry because once he finish caster the spell, that i will get my husband back the unbelievable happened on Friday when i got a call and I was surprise to hear my husbands voice apologizing to me that he is so sorry for keeping alone and came back home and we are happy together again wow, i really appreciate your good work great Dr omon, God bless you and your good work for there noting else i can say than to tell the world about you. So if any one is out here seeing this post and you have similar issue like this, worry no more and contact the only man that can help you this email: omonualovespelltemple@hotmail.com

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  53. Hello
    I am Clara Julie,From USA, I am out here to spreed this good news to the entire world on how I got my ex lover back.I was going crazy when my love left me for another girl last month, But when i meet a friend that introduce me to Dr iayaryi the great messenger to the oracle that he serve,I narrated my problem to Dr iayaryi about how my ex love left me and also how i needed to get a job in a very big company.He only said to me that i have come to the right place were i will be getting my heart desire without any side effect.He told me what i need to do,After it has been done,In the next 2 days,My love called me on the phone and was saying sorry for living me before now and also in the next one week after my love called me to be pleading for forgiveness,I was called for interview in my desired company were i needed to work as the managing director..I am so happy and overwhelmed that i have to tell this to the entire world to contact Dr iayaryi at the following email address and get all your problem solve..No problem is too big for him to solve..Contact him direct on: driayaryi2012@hotmail.com and get your problems solve like me..... ONCE AGAIN HIS EMAIL ADDRESS IS: driayaryi2012@hotmail.com

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  54. HELLO:
    my name is Wilson Martin,i have been so frustrated after breaking up with Matt,i have been trying all my best to talk things over with him but he did just want to listen to me because of the new girl he just met, so on a faithful morning i met a friend of mine and i actually explained what happened between me and Mathew, and she laughed and told me that she also had the same problem and then asked me to contact a powerful spell caster that does white magic that is pure of the heart,because that was how she also got her man back with the help of this dr,so she gave me his email which is drokakalovespellcaster@hotmail.com and i thought to give it a try because i have not done it before as i am a christian,but she told me that the man does a pure magic.Matt called me three days after my contact with dr okaka that he want us to come back and start a good home and i was so surprised and shock that it could actually be for real, now we are happily married with two kids. All thanks to dr okaka for his spiritual help. You can contact him on his email if you have similar problem, or any solution you may need. job, divorce, promotion in you place of work, healing spell,money spell,protection spell,lottery spell,pregnancy spell etc.you can Contact him via email:drokakalovespellcaster@hotmail.com

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  55. Good Day everybody, my names is Anabella Jude, am from the United State of America, i want to give thanks and honor to Dr iayaryi for the great work he did for me, he brought my lover within 24 hours which i never taught it will ever come through in my life, but this great man Dr iayaryi proved to me that powers can do wonders, i got his contact from a friend in the USA who he helped, this friend of mine told me that this man is great but i felt as hmm are you sure? cause i hardly believe those kind of things,so she told me not to worry that when i contact him, that she is guaranteeing me 100% that my lover will come back that if it does not work that she will be the one to give me back my money, to show her sincerity to me, she gave me her car that if it does not work that and she did not pay me the money that i spent that she i should collect her car and she gave me all the documents, i was so so surprised she was very serious about it so that was how i contacted him and i told him what i want he just told me that everything will be done within 24 hours so with the assurance my friend gave me i was having confident, so in the next 24 hours that he told me i just heard a knock on my door i never knew it was mark, so that was how i opened the door the first thing he did was to go on his knees, he started begging me to forgive him that he is very sorry for everything, i was really surprised and was also happy, so that was how i forgived him and now we are living together happily than ever before, and am using the media to invite my friends on my wedding which will coming up , am very happy thanks be to Lucy who gave me his contact and honor be onto Great Dr iayaryi who helped a lot, if you need his help or you want to thank him for me you can contact him through (driayaryi2012@hotmail.com) or his web site (driayaryi2012@hotmail.com)

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  56. HELLO,
    Am Jack smith from CANADA, I Was rejected by my wife after 3 years of marriage just because another man and she left me and the kid to suffer. One day when i was reading through the web site, i saw a post on how this spell caster on this address Prophet Lord a spell caster.have helped a woman to get back her husband and i gave him a reply to his email address solutionoflovespelltemple@gmail.com and he told me that a man cast a spell on my wife and he told me that he will help me and after 3 days that i will have my wife back. I believed him because of his polite approach and sincerity and today i am glad to let you all know that this spell caster have the power to bring lovers back because i am now happy with my wife in case you need his help email him now on solutionoflovespelltemple@gmail.com

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  57. My Name Angela, from CANADA
    I want to testify of the good work of Dr.omon who helped me in achieving the thing i never thought i was going to have again. i was in a relationship for 4yrs with my boyfriend and everything was going so sweet i loved him and i believed him loved me more than anything in this world after a while i noticed some changes in him so i knew something was wrong i tried to please him in several was but yet no outcome.shortly i noticed he was seeing another girl i tried to make him understand that i loved him so much but he wouldn't even listen.one day i read a testimony on a similar case a person testifying of the good work of this great Dr.omon even when i did not believe i was convinced by my boyfriend so i contacted him and let him know all my problems and him said i should not worry myself that everything will be okay for me and just like he said in 2days my lover was back to the man i knew before, thanks to you great Dr.omon so if you are going through a similar problem like this just contact him i guarantee you he will help you here,his email: omonualovespelltemple@hotmail.com.

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  58. The taught of killing myself occur to me so many times but i am happy today that i didn't make that choice because Dr.Zabaza has solve the problem that wanted to make me take my life. I am called Walder from Utah Salt Lake USA, I am a man filled with so much joy right now because i never taught that my lover will ever for once go down on her kneels to beg me but i was surprise that after i contacted Dr.Zabaza through these details via +2348182620374 and via email: zabaza.logan@yahoo.com that my lover came back to me and started apologizing for all the wrong she has done to me. All these happened because i contacted Dr.Zabaza through the details above

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  59. How I Got My Ex Husband Back...........

    My Names is Monique Curry ,AM from United states .i never believed in love spells or magic until i met this spell caster once when i went to Africa in June last year on a business summit i meet a man called Dr ogboni, is powerful he could help you cast a spells to bring back my love s gone misbehaving lover looking for some one to love you bring back lost money and magic money spell or spell for a good job i m now happy & a living testimony cos the man i had wanted to marry left me 4weeks before our wedding and my life was upside down cos our relationship has been on for 3 year i really loved him, but his mother was against me and he had no good paying job so when i met this spell caster, i told him what happened and explained the situation of things to him at first i was undecided,skeptical and doubtful, but i just gave it a try and in 6 days when i returned to taxes my boyfriend (is now my husband ) he called me by himself and came to me apologizing that everything had been settled with his mom and family and he got a new job interview so we should get married i didn't believe it cos the spell caster only asked for my name and my boyfriends name and all i wanted him to do well we are happily married now and we are expecting our little kid and my husband also got a new job and our lives became much better in case anyone needs the spell caster for some help his email address: ogbonispelltemple@gmail.com

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  60. My name is Lorna Harron, and I base in USA...My life is back!!! After 2 years of Broken marriage, my husband left me with two kids . I felt like my life was about to end i almost committed suicide, i was emotionally down for a very long time. Thanks to a spell caster called Dr momodo, which i met online. On one faithful day, as I was browsing through the internet,I came across allot of testimonies about this particular spell caster. Some people testified that he brought their Ex lover back, some testified that he restores womb,cure cancer,and other sickness, some testified that he can cast a spell to stop divorce and so on. i also come across one particular testimony,it was about a woman called Sonia,she testified about how he brought back her Ex lover in less than 2 days, and at the end of her testimony she dropped Dr momodo's e-mail address. After reading all these,I decided to give it a try. I contacted him via email and explained my problem to him. In just 48hours, my husband came back to me. We solved our issues, and we are even happier than before Dr momodo, is really a gifted man and i will not stop publishing him because he is a wonderful man... If you have a problem and you are looking for a real and genuine spell caster to solve all your problems for you. Try High momodospelltemple@gmail.com anytime, he might be the answer to your problems. Here's his contact: momodospelltemple@gmail.com

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  61. My name is Andrea Ramsay from USA My boyfriend and I were happy as far as I could tell and I never thought that we would break up. When his cousin died in a tragic car accident he went back to Philippine for a week to be with his family. I could not go because I was in the middle of entertaining out of town clients for work. He did not seem to be upset that I could not go so I let him be. The next thing that I know, he reconnected with an old friend from high school that he had a crush on years ago and they started to have an affair! I had no clue what was going on until a month after he came back from Philippine.He proceeded to see both her and I until I caught him testing her one night. I confronted him and he told me the truth about what happened. We broke up and went our separate ways. Neither of us fought for our relationship. I was angry and decided not to be upset about it and just keep it moving. Then after about a month of not speaking to him I became sad. I wanted him to tell me that he wanted to be with me and not her. I contacted Dr.Mako for a love spell and he totally helped me! he was able to get him to miss me to where he wanted to get back together again. He had a lot of regrets and felt bad for not fighting to keep me and for cheating in general. He values our relationship so much more now and we are together now! You can also get your lover back with the help of Dr. Mako contact him through his email: makospiritualtemple@gmail.com

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  62. My name is sarah andy i am here to give testimony of how i got back my husband, we got married for more than 9 years and have gotten two kids. thing were going well with us and we are always happy. until one day my husband started to behave in a way i could not understand, i was very confused by the way he treat me and the kids. later that month he did not come home again and he called me that he want a divorce, i asked him what have i done wrong to deserve this from him, all he was saying is that he want a divorce that he hate me and do not want to see me again in his life, i was mad and also frustrated do not know what to do,i was sick for more than 2 weeks because of the divorce. i love him so much he was everything to me without him my life is incomplete. i told my sister and she told me to contact a spell caster, i never believe in all this spell casting of a thing. i just want to try if something will come out of it. i contacted Dr john for the return of my husband to me, they told me that my husband have been taken by another woman, that she cast a spell on him that is why he hate me and also want us to divorce. then they told me that they have to cast a spell on him that will make him return to me and the kids, they caste-red the spell and after 1 week my husband called me and he told me that i should forgive him, he started to apologize on phone and said that he still live me that he did not know what happen to him that he left me. it was the spell that he Dr john caste-red on him that make him comeback to me today,me and my family are now happy again today. thank you Dr john for what you have done for me i would have been nothing today if not for your great spell. i want you my friends who are passing through all this kind of love problem of getting back their husband, wife , or ex boyfriend and girlfriend to contact drjohnspelltemple@gmail.com and you will see that your problem will be solved without any delay.

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  63. i am Mrs Jenifer from USA .I never believe in spells and magic until I experienced one sometime s ago and it really worked for me.I was in love with this guy and he is in love with me too for 3years and we making preparations to get married but to my surprise,his parents didn’t want his hand in the marriage cos of the religion difference.I was about loosing my man to another lady under the influence of his parents until I met a spell caster on net that claimed he can help me out.He helped me cast a very strong spell that helped change his parents mind and i noticed also that my man love for me has greatly increased.We are happily married now with kids.People with similar problems can contact the spell caster Email: celynspellcaster@gmail.com us if you doubt us just give us a Email, and your problems will be solved.....

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  64. I have been trying for 5years to get pregnant and needed help! i have Been going to the doctors but still nothing. The doctor said that me and my husband are fine and I don’t know where else to turn. Until one day my friend introduce me to this great spell caster who helped her to get back her lost husband back with love spell and also made her pregnant, So I decided to contact this spell caster Dr.Ken on his email (supersolutionhome@gmail.com) after interaction with him he instructed me on what to do, after then i should have sex with the my husband or any man I love in this world, And i did so, within the next one months i went for a check up and my doctor confirmed that i am 2weeks pregnant of two babies. I am so happy!! if you also need help to get pregnant or need your ex back please contact his email address: supersolutionhome@gmail.com or through His private number is +2348074433380.

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